"You ok?" he asked kissing along my cheeks.

"Yeah, it's ok now" I said kissing him deeply slipping my tongue into his mouth massaging his tongue with mine.

I felt him pull out and push back in gently and it felt amazing, he started to thrust in and out building up a gentle rhythm, tingles were spreading round my body, pleasure shooting to every nerve ending. I was gasping and moaning with each thrust, I raised my leg and hooked it around his waist which allowed him in deeper, oh my God this is incredible. Clay kissed down my neck and sucked on my br**sts making me moan louder, I tangled my fingers in his hair and pulled him back to me kissing him passionately. "Shit Riley you feel amazing" he breathed in my ear sending shivers down my spine.

I had a feeling he was holding back because it was my first time so I started raising my h*ps with each thrust making him go in deeper. Holy shit! My body was throbbing and I couldn't help the moans that were coming out, my whole body felt like it was on fire. "Harder Clay" I murmured against his lips, he took hold of my other thigh raising my leg to hook that one round his waist too and continued to thrust getting harder and harder each time. "Oh God Clay, Oh" I cried as my body pushed forward towards my ending.

A couple more thrusts and I cl**axed with a scream my body shattering, pleasure shooting to every nerve ending. My whole body convulsed and shook, Clay gasped as my walls contracted around his shaft. He kissed me deeply whilst rolling his h*ps around making my orgasm seem like it was lasting forever. As my body relaxed and loosened around him he started back up again a little faster than before, making me moan and gasp with every thrust.

I could feel myself getting there again and I gripped his shoulders tightly, "Oh God Clay I'm gonna go again" I cried shocked as he pushed me towards the edge again.

"You better hurry up then Riley bear" he gasped breathing heavy, his chest and back slick with sweat, he rubbed one hand down my stomach and started massaging me at the same time making the pleasure double. I couldn't keep still, I could barely breathe. He thrust forward hard, it felt like he hit some sort of button in me as pleasure so intense it was almost painful shot round me and my body exploded. I literally felt like I exploded inside, I screamed loudly, my body arched into him and I squeezed my thighs around him tightly. My shaking and convulsing finally made him finish too, he bent his head and kissed me hard moaning in the back of his throat.

He pulled out of the kiss to look at my face, brushing my hair away from my face tenderly, a sexy smile on his face, I smiled at him he was so damn adorable.

"I love you" he said breathlessly kissing my nose.

I grinned and closed my eyes "I love you too" I told him honestly and I did, I loved him more than anything and I was glad we were married because I had the most thoughtful loving husband in the world.

He pulled out of me and rolled to his side pulling me to his chest and wrapping his arms tightly around me. I sighed in happiness and kissed him again.

"I can't believe you did all this, it's so romantic Clay, thank you" I said waving my hand at all the candles and rose petals that he had scattered around.

"You're welcome, I told you I wanted to make it special" he said kissing my forehead.

I nodded "You did, so thank you, that really was incredible" I said still breathless. That was the truth, that was definitely the best thing we had done so far and I smiled at the thought of doing it again and again and again forever.

"Yeah it was, you're incredible and I am the luckiest husband in the world" he said with a grin.

"You like saying that word huh" I said with a teasing smile, he kissed me and trailed little kisses along my face, he grabbed hold of my left hand bringing it to his face and kissing my rings on my finger.

"I love saying that word" he murmured. When he looked into my eyes I could see all the love for me shining through them, he was ecstatic that we were married I could tell.

"I'm so sorry I hurt you" he said kissing me lovingly,

I giggled "I forgive you" I said with a huge smile, my breathing was back to normal now and my heartbeat slowing down. "So did it hurt you?" I asked genuinely curious.

He laughed "No Riley bear it didn't" he said smiling.

"Then why did you say holy shit?" I asked frowning.

He grinned, "I wasn't expecting the feel of you that's all" he said trailing his hands down my body lightly.

"What do you mean Clay do I feel wrong?" I asked a little panicked, he put his finger to my lips to shh me and smiled.

"No Riley bear, two reason's, 1. I've never had sex without a condom before so it felt different anyway and 2. You are really tight down there it felt incredible" he said looking at me like I was a goddess or something. I breathed a sigh of relief, he kissed me deeply his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth as if he wanted to memorise every part of it. I moaned into his mouth and pulled his head closer to mine squeezing myself to his body as tight as I could. I felt a stirring against my thigh and he smiled against my lips. "Sorry" he whispered apologetically.

"Holy crap Clay again?" I asked with wide eyes, I pushed him onto his back and ran my hand down his chest slowly.

"Riley we should probably take it easy for a few days you might be a little sore" he said moving to roll onto his side facing me again, I quickly moved my body on top of his so I was sitting up straddling him, I gave him a seductive smile. He raised one hand and cupped my breast and gripped my hip with the other hand looking pained like he wanted to eat me but he wasn't sure if he should. "Riley seriously I don't want you to get hurt" he said honestly.

I decided to make the decision a little harder for him, I raised myself up until I felt him at my entrance making him moan slightly as I added a little pressure. "I promise I'm not sore, or are you telling me you don't want me again?" I breathed teasingly, my body was desperate to have him inside me again. He groaned and moved his other hand to my h*ps and pulled me downwards gently, forcing his shaft into me, going in deep making my whole body tingle.

I threw my head back and moaned, holy shit he's good at this! His grip tightened on my h*ps as I moved slightly making us both moan. I started rotating my h*ps around on top of him. I had no idea what I was doing but it felt good, I looked down at Clay for re-assurance and his face plainly told me he was enjoying it. I bit my lip and picked up the pace, I started raising my h*ps and lowering them forcing him in and out of me.

Clay pushed himself up and started sucking on my br**sts and trailing his fingers down my thighs making me shiver. He sat right up kissing me deeply moaning into my mouth, sweat was running down my back from the effort. I tipped my head back as he kissed down my neck to nibble on my shoulders. He grabbed hold of my h*ps and started lifting more of my weight when I raised my h*ps making it easier for me. I kissed him gratefully, this making love is actually hard work I thought as I tangled my hands in his hair.

I was close again, my orgasm building inside me, my moans getting louder as my breath was coming out in pants. "Oh Shit! Clay I love you" I cried as I cl**axed, my core throbbing and tightening around him milking him as he cl**axed too.

"I love you too" he breathed in my ear running his fingers through my tangled hair lifting it off of my neck and blowing gently on me to cool me down. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and hugged him, I could feel his heart beating like crazy against my chest. He kissed my shoulder and lowered me down to the bed so we were both on our sides bodies still tangled.

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When we were done I kissed him softly. Our bodies still slick with sweat, it was sexy as hell and I swear I'd never been so happy in my life. He pulled out of the kiss to look at my face, brushing my hair away from my forehead tenderly, a sexy smile on his face. I smiled at him, he was so damn adorable.

"I love you" he said breathlessly kissing my nose.

I grinned and closed my eyes "I love you too" I told him honestly and I did, I loved him more than anything and I was glad we were married because I had the most thoughtful loving husband in the world.

"I can't believe you did all this, it's so romantic Clay, thank you" I said waving my hand at all the candles and rose petals that he had scattered around.

"You're welcome, I told you I wanted to make it special" he said kissing my forehead.

I nodded "You did, so thank you, that really was incredible" I said still breathless. That was the truth, that was definitely the best thing we had done so far and I smiled at the thought of doing it again and again and again, forever.

"Yeah it was, you're incredible and I am the luckiest husband in the world" he said with a proud grin.

"You like saying that word huh" I said with a teasing smile. He kissed me and trailed little kisses along my face, he grabbed hold of my left hand bringing it to his mouth and kissing my rings on my finger.

"I love saying that word" he murmured. When he looked into my eyes I could see all the love for me shining through them, he was ecstatic that we were married I could tell.

"I'm so sorry I had to hurt you" he said kissing me lovingly.

I giggled "I forgive you" I said with a huge smile, my breathing was back to normal now and my heartbeat slowing down. "So did it hurt you?" I asked genuinely curious.

He laughed "No Riley bear it didn't" he said smiling.

"Then why did you say holy shit?" I asked frowning.

He grinned, "I wasn't expecting the feel of you that's all" he said trailing his hands down my body lightly.

"What do you mean Clay do I feel wrong?" I asked a little panicked, he put his finger to my lips to shh me and smiled.

"No Riley bear, two reason's, 1. I've never had sex without a condom before so it felt different anyway and 2. You are really tight down there it felt incredible" he said looking at me like I was a goddess or something. I breathed a sigh of relief, he kissed me deeply his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth as if he wanted to memorise every part of it. I moaned into his mouth and pulled his head closer to mine squeezing myself to his body as tight as I could.