"I don't suppose you brought any cond0ms with you?" I asked kissing his neck.
He groaned "Damn it! No I didn't Riley, I'm sorry" he said giving me an apologetic smile, I swallowed away the disappointment that I felt and gave him a seductive smile.
"That's ok, if you can help me take these off I can help chase that thunder cloud away from above your head" I joked trying to unbutton his jeans with one hand, he chuckled.
"Thunder cloud?" he asked looking a little confused.
"Yeah you've been in a foul mood all day and so angry it wouldn't surprise me if you've given yourself an ulcer, but you've hid it very well" I said kissing his stomach.
"I hid it well? Then how did you know I've been angry?" he asked his jaw tensing again. I pointed to it.
"That right there is your first give away, the clenched jaw, the second is your eyes, they get tight when your angry and the third is your hands, I'm not sure if you realise but you've had a permanent fist since you came over here this morning" I said smiling at him sweetly as I licked his belly button.
He sighed, "I'm sorry Riley have I been an ass?" he asked taking my face into his hands gently, I shook my head, seriously Clay an ass?
"You've never been an ass, never, you're too friggin sweet and romantic and thoughtful to ever be an ass" I said honestly. He kissed me tenderly and sat up picking me up bridal style and carrying me to my bed.
I kissed him hard showing him all of my love for him, I reached trying to take off his shirt but it was really hard with one hand. He frowned at me and took my hands gently, "Look Riley, I don't want to hurt you so why don't we not do anything tonight? You should rest and get some sleep" he said kissing each of my fingers on my bad hand.
I whimpered "Clay are you kidding me?" I asked pulling his head back down to mine and kissing him again.
He moaned against my lips, "Riley bear, we don't have to rush anything I told you, lets just get some sleep ok, we've got a big day tomorrow" he said with a smirk. Big day what is he talking about?
"What's happening tomorrow?" I asked confused, he smiled proudly.
"I have to introduce you to my friends as the love of my life, mind you they already know that but they don't know I finally told you" he said nuzzling my neck. I gasped in shock, really everyone knew but me?
"Your friends all knew?" I asked frowning.
He nodded "Yeah I told them about you years ago, I think everyone knew I was in love with you but you" he said. I groaned, I wasn't looking forward to tomorrow, the girls there are going to hate me even more for this. "What?" he asked looking at me lovingly.
"I'm just not so excited about everybody knowing that's all" I said with a sigh.
"Why not?" he asked a bit shocked and worried.
"All the girls are gonna hate me Clay, they already hate me for just being your friend, now that your off the market I'm probably gonna get killed or something" I said dramatically.
He laughed "Don't worry, I'll protect you from those nasty girls" he said licking the skin between my breasts, I arched my back to get myself closer to his tongue with a breathy moan.
"Clay, please take my clothes off" I begged running my good hand through his blonde hair, he chuckled.
"Wow you really are one sex crazed virgin" he said with a loving smile pulling my top gently over my head wincing as he pulled it off my bad arm. He stripped all of my clothes off obediently and then started to kiss me, I put my hands on his chest and pushed him gently, he responded immediately and pulled back with a panicked expression
"Did I hurt you?" he asked worriedly.
I shook my head "No Clay, I want you to get up off of the bed and take off all of your clothes, slowly" I said seductively and biting my lip.
He looked a little shocked but smiled wickedly, "You want me to strip for you huh?" he asked getting up on his knees on the bed, I nodded, oh God yeah I did! He chuckled and stood up next to the bed and started slowly taking his clothes off his eyes never left me. My God he was so beautiful but I really didn't care what he looked like, he was the kindest, sweetest, funniest, most considerate and generous boy in the world and he was mine. I sighed happily.
When he was completely n**ed he climbed back in the bed with me, wrapping his arms tightly around me. "Riley I really think you should get some sleep, you've been through a lot and I don't want your arm to start hurting" he said kissing my forehead. I nodded, actually it was starting to ache again anyway but I wasn't going to tell him that, he was worried and angry enough as it is.
He sighed a little sadly, "What's wrong?" I asked concerned smoothing out the frown lines from his face.
"Your parents will be back tomorrow which means that we won't be able to do this much" he said rubbing his hands down my back slowly.
"I wish it was just you and me, or that I could stay here with you all the time" he said wrapping his leg over mine protectively.
"Hmm, that would be nice but at least you still get to stay over here a couple of days a week" I said giving him a flirty smile, he shook his head slightly.
"Riley once we tell our parents that we're together they wont let me sleep in here with you anymore I guarantee it" he said sadly. I frowned at the thought, I loved Clay sleeping in here with me, the best nights sleep I had were nights when he was here, I felt so safe and protected.
"They will, it'll be fine" I said but I didn't quite believe it, I knew he was right.
He laughed "We'll see" he mumbled against my lips, I pulled him tight.
"Can I ask you something Clay? It's kinda embarrassing" I said blushing slightly, he smiled lovingly.
"You can ask me anything Riley bear" he said brushing his hand against my hot cheek.
"Ok well" I said gulping, "You're really huge, I mean is that gonna fit in me?" I said a little horrified nodding down at him.
He chuckled slightly, "Yeah Riley it'll fit don't worry" he said kissing my cheek.
"Well is it gonna hurt me?" I asked wincing at the thought.
He looked sad "Yeah, it will the first time, I don't want to hurt you" he said smoothing my hair looking me in the eyes, I could see all of his love for me shining through.
I smiled "I know you don't, will it hurt you?" I asked frowning again.
"No, why would it hurt me?" he asked confused.
"Well, I thought there was some kind of barrier you had to break the first time you have sex, I just wondered if it would hurt you when you do it" I said feeling stupid and blushing again wishing I hadn't asked.
"I don't know Riley, I don't think so, but I don't care, I'd much rather it hurt me than you" he said tenderly.
"Will you help me, I mean I have no idea what to do Clay, what if I'm terrible at it and disappoint you" I said starting to get myself worked up. I'd thought about this a lot, he had been with LOTS of girls, all of which would have more experience that me and would know how to please a man, what if I was a let down?
He took my face in his hands, "Riley Jane Thomas, I love you more than anything, you would never be a disappointment to me, and of course I'll help you, but judging by the things we've done so far I don't think you'll need my help" he said with a small chuckle.
I smiled a little, "But you've had sex with so many girls Clay how can I compare to that?" I asked weakly.
"Riley, I have had sex with a lot of girls you're right, but I don't want to ever have sex with you" he said kissing me tenderly, "I only ever want to make love to you, that's how you compare" he said rolling on top of me and kissing me again. Wow this boy is sweet! He kissed me until I forgot the reason for my worrying, it all seemed silly when he was kissing me so lovingly.
"I love you" he murmured looking so happy my heart missed a beat. We laid there looking at each other for a long time not speaking. "You know you really are incredible, and I'm the luckiest man alive to have you" he murmured against my forehead.
"Well you're pretty incredible yourself" I said sighing contently and snuggling into his chest. I had a smile on my face and I fell asleep instantly.
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I held her tightly in my arms waiting until she was in a deep sleep, I held her broken arm protectively against my chest so she didn't lay on it and hurt herself or anything. I couldn't calm down, I felt sick, I was so angry I could barely breathe. Just after midnight she was breathing heavy so I gently pushed her off of me laying a pillow in my place putting her arm on it instead. I slipped out of the bed and pulled on my jeans, she stirred slightly in her sleep, oh God please don't wake up Riley! She didn't so I grabbed her phone off of the bedside cabinet and slipped out of the room heading downstairs as I turned it on.
It immediately started buzzing as text messages started coming through, I gulped and looked at who they were from, six new messages all from Blake. I sat down on the sofa gritting my teeth resisting the urge to smash something or jump in the car and go and rip his head off. I can't believe he hurt her like that! I looked over the texts, they were sent at various points through the day. They were all the same thing, he was sorry , he missed her, he couldn't wait to see her. I took a deep breath trying to calm down, I couldn't start shouting it would wake Riley up and I didn't want her to know I'd done this.
I pressed call and waited until he answered, each ring was winding me up a little more, if he didn't answer the phone I was going round there to do this in person. On the eighth ring he answered sounding like I woke him up, "Hey Jailbait" he chirped happily. The sound of his voice almost sent me over the edge so I squeezed my eyes shut tightly.
"It's not Riley, it's Clay" I growled, wow staying calm is harder than I thought.
"What the hell are you doing with my girls phone Preston?" he shouted.