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An odd purple dusk had fallen, and the church, lit from the inside, looked almost like a blast furnace from the road.
"I don't go," Allie had said shortly. "The woman who preaches has poison religion. Let the respectable ones go.
He stood in the vestibule, hidden in a shadow, looking in. The pews were gone and the congregation stood (he saw Kennerly and his brood; Castner, owner of the town's scrawny dry-goods emporium and his slat-sided wife; a few barflies; a few "town" women he had never seen before; and, surprisingly, Sheb). They were singing a hymn raggedly, a cappella. He looked curiously at the mountainous woman at the pulpit. Allie had said: "She lives alone, hardly ever sees anybody. Only comes out on Sunday to serve up the hellfire. Her name is Sylvia Pittston. She's crazy, but she's got the hoodoo on them. They like it that way. It suits them."
No description could take the measure of the woman.
Breasts like earthworks. A huge pillar of a neck overtopped by a pasty white moon of a face, in which blinked eyes so large and so dark that they seemed to be bottomless tarns. Her hair was a beautiful rich brown and it was piled atop her head in a haphazard, lunatic sprawl, held by a hairpin big enough to be a meat skewer. She wore a dress that seemed to be made of burlap. The arms that held the hymnal were slabs. Her skin was creamy, unmarked, lovely. He thought that she must top three hundred pounds. He felt a sudden red lust for her that made him feel shaky, and he turned his head and looked away.
"Shall we gather at the river,
The beautiful, the beautiful,
The riiiiver,
Shall we gather at the river,
That flows by the Kingdom of God."
The last note of the last chorus faded off, and there was a moment of shuffling and coughing.
She waited. When they were settled, she spread her hands over them, as if in benediction. It was an evocative gesture.
"My dear little brothers and sisters in Christ."
It was a haunting line. For a moment the gunslinger felt mixed feelings of nostalgia and fear, stitched in with an eerie feeling of deja vu - he thought: I dreamed this. When? He shook it off. The audience - perhaps twenty-five all told - had become dead silent.
"The subject of our meditation tonight is The Interloper." Her voice was sweet, melodious, the speaking voice of a well-trained soprano.
"A little rustle ran through the audience.
"I feel," Sylvia Pittston said reflectively, "I feel that I know everyone in The Book personally. In the last five years I have worn out five Bibles, and uncountable numbers before that. I love the story, and I love the players in that story. I have walked arm in arm in the lion's den with
Daniel. I stood with David when he was tempted by Bath sheba as she bathed at the pool. I have been in the fiery furnace with Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. I slew two thousand with Samson and was blinded with St. Paul on the road to Damascus. I wept with Mary at Golgotha."
A soft, shurring sigh in the audience.
"I have known and loved them. There is only one - one - "she held up a finger - "only one player in the greatest of all dramas that I do not know. Only one who stands outside with his face in the shadow. Only one that makes my body tremble and my spirit quail. I fear him. I don't know his mind and I fear him. I fear The Interloper."
Another sigh. One of the women had put a hand over her mouth as if to stop a sound and was rocking, rocking.
"The Interloper who came to Eve as a snake on its belly, grinning and writhing. The Interloper who walked among the Children of Israel while Moses was up on the Mount, who whispered to them to make a golden idol, a golden calf, and to worship it with foulness and fornication."
Moans, nods.
"The Interloper! He stood on the balcony with Jezebel and watched as King Ahaz fell screaming to his death, and he and she grinned as the dogs gathered and lapped up his life's blood. Oh, my little brothers and sisters, watch thou for The Interloper."
"Yes, 0 Jesus - "The man the gunslinger had first noticed coming into town, the one with the straw hat.
"He's always been there, my brothers and sisters. But I don't know his mind. And you don't know his mind. Who could understand the awful darkness that swirls there, the pride like pylons, the titanic blasphemy, the unholy glee? And the madness! The cyclopean, gibbering madness that walks and crawls and wriggles through men's most awful wants and desires?"
"0 Jesus Savior - "
"It was him who took our Lord up on the mountain - ""Yes - "
"It was him that tempted him and shewed him all the world and the world's pleasures - "Yesss - "
"It's him that will come back when Last Times come on the world.., and they are coming, my brothers and sisters, can't you feel they are?"
"Yesss - "
Rocking and sobbing, the congregation became a sea; the woman seemed to point at all of them, none of them.
"It's him that will come as the Antichrist, to lead men into the flaming bowels of perdition, to the bloody end of wickedness, as Star Wormwood hangs blazing in the sky, as gall gnaws at the vitals of the children, as women's wombs give forth monstrosities, as the works of men's hands turn to blood - "
"Ahhh - "
"Ah, God - "
"Gawwwwwwww - "
A woman fell on the floor, her legs crashing up and down against the wood. One of her shoes flew off.
"It's him that stands behind every fleshly pleasure ... him! The Interloper!"
"Yes, Lord!"
A man fell on his knees, holding his head and braying.
"When you take a drink, who holds the bottle?"
"The Interloper!"
"When you sit down to a faro or a Watch Me table, who turns the cards?"
"The Interloper!"
"When you riot in the flesh of another's body, when you pollute yourself, who are you selling your soul to?"
"In - "
"The - "
"Oh, Jesus . .. Oh - "
"- loper -
" - Aw...Aw...Aw... "
"And who is he?" She screamed (but calm within, he could sense the calmness, the mastery, the control, the domination. He thought suddenly, with terror and absolute surety: he has left a demon in her. She is haunted. He felt the hot ripple of sexual desire again through his fear.)
The man who was holding his head crashed and blundered forward.
"I'm in hell!" He screamed up at her. His face twisted and writhed as if snakes crawled beneath his skin. "I done fornications! I done gambling! I done weed! I done sins! I
- " But his voice rose skyward in a dreadful, hysterical wail that drowned articulation. He held his head as if it would burst like an overripe cantaloupe at any moment.
The audience stilled as if a cue had been given, frozen in their half-erotic poses of ecstasy.
Sylvia Pittston reached down and grasped his head. The man's cry ceased as her fingers, strong and white, unblemished and gentle, worked through his hair. He looked up at her dumbly.
"Who was with you in sin?" She asked. Her eyes looked into his, deep enough, gentle enough, cold enough to drown in.
"The.. . the Interloper."
"Called who?"
"Called Satan." Raw, oozing whisper.
"Will you renounce?"
Eagerly: "Yes! Yes! Oh, my Jesus Savior!"
She rocked his head; he stared at her with the blank, shiny eyes of the zealot. "If he walked through that door
- " she hammered a finger at the vestibule shadows where
the gunslinger stood - "would you renounce him to his face?"
"On my mother's name!"
"Do you believe in the eternal love of Jesus?"
He began to weep. "Your fu**ing-A I do - "
"He forgives you that, Jonson."
"Praise God," Jonson said, still weeping.
"I know he forgives you just as I know he will cast out the unrepentant from his palaces and into the place of burning darkness. "
"Praise God. " The congregation drained, spoke it solemnly.
"Just as I know this Interloper, this Satan, this Lord of Flies and Serpents will be cast down and crushed. . . will you crush him if you see him, Jonson?"
"Yes and praise God!" Jonson wept.
"Will you crush him if you see him, brothers and sisters?"
"Yess... " Sated.
"If you see him sashaying down Main St tomorrow?"
"Praise God... "
The gunslinger, unsettled, at the same time, faded back out the door and headed for town. The smell of the desert was clear in the air. Almost time to move on. Almost
XIII
In bed again.
"She won't see you," Allie said. She sounded frightened. "She doesn't see anybody. She only comes out on Sunday evenings to scare the hell out of everybody."
"How long has she been here?"
"Twelve years or so. Let's not talk about her."
"Where did she come from? Which direction?"
"I don't know." Lying.
"Allie?"
"I don't know!"
"Allie?"
"All right! All right! She came from the dwellers! From the desert!"
"I thought so." He relaxed a little. "Where does she live?"
Her voice dropped a notch. "If I tell you, will you make love to me?"
"You know the answer to that."
She sighed. It was an old, yellow sound, like turning pages. "She has a house over the knoll in back of the church. A little shack. It's where the . . . the real minister used to live until he moved out. Is that enough? Are you satisfied?"
"No. Not yet." And he rolled on top of her.
XIV
It was the last day, and he knew it.
The sky was an ugly, bruised purple, weirdly lit from above with the first fingers of dawn. Allie moved about like a wraith, lighting lamps, tending the corn fritters that spluttered in the skillet. He had loved her hard after she had told him what he had to know, and she had sensed the coming end and had given more than she had ever given, and she had given it with desperation against the coming of dawn, given it with the tireless energy of sixteen. But she was pale this morning, on the brink of menopause again.
She served him without a word. He ate rapidly, chewing, swallowing, chasing each bite with hot coffee. Allie went to the batwings and stood staring out at the morning, at the silent battalions of slow-moving clouds.
"It's going to dust up today. "
"I'm not surprised."
"Are you ever?" She asked ironically, and turned to watch him get his hat. He clapped it on his head and brushed past her.
"Sometimes," he told her. He only saw her once more alive.
XV
By the time he reached Sylvia Pittston's shack, the wind had died utterly and the whole world seemed to wait. He had been in desert country long enough to know that the longer the lull, the harder the wind would blow when it finally decided to start up. A queer, flat light hung over everything.
There was a large wooden cross nailed to the door of the place, which was leaning and tired. He rapped and waited. No answer. He rapped again. No answer. He drew back and kicked in the door with one hard shot of his right boot. A small bolt on the inside ripped free. The door banged against a haphazardly planked wall and scared rats into skittering flight Sylvia Pittston sat in the hall, sat in a mammoth darkwood rocker, and looked at him calmly with those great and dark eyes. The stormlight fell on her cheeks in terrifying half - tones. She wore a shawl. The rocker made tiny squeaking noises.
They looked at each other for a long, clockless moment.
"You will never catch him," she said. "You walk in the way of evil."
"He came to you," the gunslinger said.
"And to my bed. He spoke to me in the Tongue. He - "
"He screwed you. "
She did not flinch. "You walk an evil way, gunslinger. You stand in shadows. You stood in the shadows of the holy
place last night Did you think I couldn't see you?"
"Why did he heal the weed - eater?"
"He was an angel of God. He said so."
"I hope he smiled when he said it."
She drew her lip back from her teeth in an unconsciously feral gesture. "He told me you would follow. He told me what to do. He said you are the Antichrist"
The gunslinger shook his head. "He didn't say that."
She smiled up at him lazily. "He said you would want to bed me. Do you?"
"Yes."
"The price is your life, gunslinger. He has got me with child... the child of an angel. If you invade me - " She let the lazy smile complete her thought At the same time she gestured with her huge, mountainous thighs. They stretched beneath her garment like pure marble slabs. The effect was dizzying.
The gunslinger dropped his hands to the butts of his pistols. "You have a demon, woman. I can remove it"
The effect was instantaneous. She recoiled against the chair, and a weasel look flashed on her face. "Don't touch me! Don't come near me! You dare not touch the Bride of God!"
"Want to bet?" the gunslinger said, grinning. He stepped toward her.
The flesh on the huge frame quaked. Her face had be- come a caricature of crazed terror, and she stabbed the sign of the Eye at him with pronged fingers.
"The desert," the gunslinger said. "What after the desert?"
"You'll never catch him! Never! Never! You'll burn! He told me so!"
"I'll catch him," the gunslinger said. "We both know it. What is beyond the desert?"
"No!"
"Answer me!"
"No!"
He slid forward, dropped to his knees, and grabbed her thighs. Her legs locked like a vise. She made strange, lustful keening noises.
"The demon, then," he said.
"No - "
He pried the legs apart and upholstered one of his guns.
"No! No! No!" Her breath came in short, savage grunts.
"Answer me. "
She rocked in the chair and the floor trembled. Prayers and garbled bits of jargon flew from her lips.
He rammed the barrel of the gun forward. He could feel the terrified wind sucked into her lungs more than he could hear it Her hands beat at his head; her legs drummed against the floor. And at the same time the huge body tried to take the invader and enwomb it. Outside nothing watched them but the bruised sky.
She screamed something, high and inarticulate.
"What?"
"Mountains!"