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"I don't think so. Have you?"
"No, and I'll tell you why. Because the sneetches are from the future. Maybe from some Marvel comic book that'll come out in 1990 or 1995. Do you see what I'm saying?"
Jake nodded.
"It's all nineteen, isn't it?"
"Yeah," Jake said. "Nineteen, ninety-nine, and nineteen-ninety-nine."
Eddie glanced around. "Where's Suze?"
"Probably went after her chair," Jake said. But before either of them could explore the question of Susannah Dean's whereabouts any further (and by then it was probably too late, anyway) , the first of the folken from town arrived. Eddie and Jake were swept into a wild, impromptu celebration - hugged, kissed, shaken by the hand, laughed over, wept over, thanked and thanked and thanked.
TWENTY-ONE
Ten minutes after the main body of the townsfolk arrived, Rosalita reluctantly approached Roland. The gunslinger was extremely glad to see her. Eben Took had taken him by the arms and was telling him - over and over again, endlessly, it seemed - how wrong he and Telford had been, how utterly and completely wrong, and how when Roland and his ka-tet were ready to move on, Eben Took would outfit them from stem to stern and not a penny would they pay.
"Roland!" Rosa said.
Roland excused himself and took her by the arm, leading her a little way up the road. The Wolves had been scattered everywhere and were now being mercilessly looted of their possessions by the laughing, deliriously happy folken . Stragglers were arriving every minute.
"Rosa, what is it?"
"It's your lady," Rosa said. "Susannah."
"What of her?" Roland asked. Frowning, he looked around. He didn't see Susannah, couldn't remember when he had last seen her. When he'd given Jake the cigarette? That long ago? He thought so. "Where is she?"
"That's just it," Rosa said. "I don't know. So I peeked into the waggon she came in, thinking that perhaps she'd gone in there to rest. That perhaps she felt faint or gut-sick, do ya. But she's not there. And Roland... her chair is gone."
"Gods!" Roland snarled, and slammed his fist against his leg. "Oh, gods!"
Rosalita took a step back from him, alarmed.
"Where's Eddie?" Roland asked.
She pointed. Eddie was so deep in a cluster of admiring men and women that Roland didn't think he would have seen him, but for the child riding on his shoulders; it was Heddon Jaffords, an enormous grin on his face.
"Are you sure you want to disturb him?" Rosa asked timidly. "May be she's just gone off a bit, to pull herself back together."
Gone off a bit , Roland thought. He could feel a blackness filling his heart. His sinking heart. She'd gone off a bit, all right. And he knew who had stepped in to take her place. Their attention had wandered in the aftermath of the fight...Jake's grief... the congratulations of the folken ... the confusion and the joy and the singing... but that was no excuse.
"Gunslingers !" he roared, and the jubilant crowd quieted at once. Had he cared to look, he could have seen the fear that lay just beneath their relief and adulation. It would not have been new to him; they were always afraid of those who came wearing the hard calibers. What they wanted of such when the shooting was done was to give them a final meal, perhaps a final gratitude-fuck, then send them on their way and pick up their own peaceful farming-tools once more.
Well , Roland thought, we'll be going soon enough. In fact, one of us has gone already. Gods !
"Gunslingers, to me! To me!"
Eddie reached Roland first. He looked around. "Where's Susannah?" he asked.
Roland pointed into the stony wasteland of bluffs and arroyos, then elevated his finger until it was pointing at a black hole just below the skyline. "I think there," he said.
All the color had drained out of Eddie Dean's face. "That's Doorway Cave you're pointing at," he said. "Isn't it?"
Roland nodded.
"But the ball... Black Thirteen... she wouldn't even go near it when it was in Callahan's church - "
"No," Roland said. "Susannah wouldn't. But she's not in charge anymore."
"Mia?" Jake asked.
"Yes." Roland studied the high hole with his faded eyes. "Mia's gone to have her baby. She's gone to have her chap."
"No," Eddie said. His hands wandered out and took hold of Roland's shirt. Around them, the folken stood silently, watching. "Roland, say no."
"We'll go after her and hope we're not too late," Roland said.
But in his heart, he knew they already were.
Epilogue: The Doorway Cave
ONE
They moved fast, but Mia moved faster. A mile beyond the place where the arroyo path divided, they found her wheelchair. She had pushed it hard, using her strong arms to give it a savage beating against the unforgiving terrain. Finally it had struck a jutting rock hard enough to bend the lefthand wheel out of true and render the chair useless. It was a wonder, really, that she had gotten as far in it as she had.
"Fuck-commala," Eddie murmured, looking at the chair. At the dents and dings and scratches. Then he raised his head, cupped his hands around his mouth, and shouted. "Fight her, Susannah!Fight her! We're coming! " He pushed past the chair and headed on up the path, not looking to see if the others were following.
"She can't make it up the path to the cave, can she?" Jake asked. "I mean, her legs are gone."
"Wouldn't think so, would you?" Roland asked, but his face was dark. And he was limping. Jake started to say something about this, then thought better of it.
"What would she want up there, anyway?" Callahan asked.
Roland turned a singularly cold eye on him. "To go somewhere else," he said. "Surely you see that much. Come on."
TWO
As they neared the place where the path began to climb, Roland caught up to Eddie. The first time he put his hand on the younger man's shoulder, Eddie shook it off. The second time he turned - reluctantly - to look at his dinh. Roland saw there was blood spattered across the front of Eddie's shirt. He wondered if it was Benny's, Margaret's, or both.
"Mayhap it'd be better to let her alone awhile, if it's Mia," Roland said.
"Are you crazy? Did fighting the Wolves loosen your screws ?"
"If we let her alone, she may finish her business and be gone." Even as he spoke the words, Roland doubted them.
"Yeah," Eddie said, studying him with burning eyes, "she'll finish her business, all right. First piece, have the kid. Second piece, kill my wife."
"That would be suicide."
"But she might do it. We have to go after her."
Surrender was an art Roland practiced rarely but with some skill on the few occasions in his life when it had been necessary. He took another look at Eddie Dean's pale, set face and practiced it now. "All right," he said, "but we'll have to be careful. She'll fight to keep from being taken. She'll kill, if it comes to that. You before any of us, mayhap."
"I know," Eddie said. His face was bleak. He looked up the path, but a quarter of a mile up, it hooked around to the south side of the bluff and out of sight. The path zigged back to their side just below the mouth of the cave. That stretch of the climb was deserted, but what did that prove? She could be anywhere. It crossed Eddie's mind that she might not even be up there at all, that the crashed chair might have been as much a red herring as the children's possessions Roland had had scattered along the arroyo path.
I won't believe that. There's a million ratholes in this part of the Calla, and if I believe that she could be in any of them ...
Callahan and Jake had caught up and stood there looking at Eddie.
"Come on," he said. "I don't care who she is, Roland. If four able-bodied men can't catch one no-legs lady, we ought to turn in our guns and call it a day."
Jake smiled wanly. "I'm touched. You just called me a man."
"Don't let it go to your head, Sunshine. Come on."
THREE
Eddie and Susannah spoke and thought of each other as man and wife, but he hadn't exactly been able to take a cab over to Carrier's and buy her a diamond and a wedding band. He'd once had a pretty nice high school class ring, but that he'd lost in the sand at Coney Island during the summer he turned seventeen, the summer of Mary Jean Sobieski. Yet on their journeyings from the Western Sea, Eddie had rediscovered his talent as a wood-carver ("wittle baby-ass whittler," the great sage and eminent junkie would have said), and Eddie had carved his beloved a beautiful ring of willowgreen, light as foam but strong. This Susannah had worn between her breasts, hung on a length of rawhide.
They found it at the foot of the path, still on its rawhide loop. Eddie picked it up, looked at it grimly for a moment, then slipped it over his own head, inside his own shirt.
"Look," Jake said.
They turned to a place just off the path. Here, in a patch of scant grass, was a track. Not human, not animal. Three wheels in a configuration that made Eddie think of a child's tricycle. What the hell?
"Come on," he said, and wondered how many times he'd said it since realizing she was gone. He also wondered how long they'd keep following him if he kept on saying it. Not that it mattered. He'd go on until he had her again, or until he was dead. Simple as that. What frightened him most was the baby... what she called the chap. Suppose it turned on her? And he had an idea it might do just that.
"Eddie," Roland said.
Eddie looked over his shoulder and gave him Roland's own impatient twirl of the hand: let's go .
Roland pointed at the track, instead. "This was some sort of motor."
"Did you hear one?"
"No."
"Then you can't know that."
"But I do," Roland said. "Someone sent her a ride. Or something ."
"You can't know that, goddam you!"
"Andy could have left a ride for her," Jake said. "If someone told him to."
"Who would have told him to do a thing like that?" Eddie rasped.
Finli , Jake thought. Finli o' Tego, whoever he is. Or maybe Walter . But he said nothing. Eddie was upset enough already.
Roland said, "She's gotten away. Prepare yourself for it."
"Go f*ck yourself!" Eddie snarled, and turned to the path leading upward. "Come on!"
FOUR
Yet in his heart, Eddie knew Roland was right. He attacked the path to the Doorway Cave not with hope but with a kind of desperate determination. At the place where the boulder had fallen, blocking most of the path, they found an abandoned vehicle with three balloon tires and an electric motor that was still softly humming, a low and constant ummmmm sound. To Eddie, the gadget looked like one of those funky ATV things they sold at Abercrombie & Fitch. There was a handgrip accelerator and handgrip brakes. He bent close and read what was stamped into the steel of the left one:
"SQUEEZIE-PIE" BRAKES, BY NORTH CENTRAL POSITRONICS
Behind the bicycle-style seat was a little carry-case. Eddie flipped it up and was totally unsurprised to see a six-pack of Nozz-A-La, the drink favored by discriminating bumhugs everywhere. One can had been taken off the ring. She'd been thirsty, of course. Moving fast made you thirsty. Especially if you were in labor.
"This came from the place across the river," Jake murmured. "The Dogan. If I'd gone out back, I would have seen it parked there. A whole fleet of them, probably. I bet it was Andy."
Eddie had to admit it made sense. The Dogan was clearly an outpost of some sort, probably one that predated the current unpleasant residents of Thunderclap. This was exactly the sort of vehicle you'd want to make patrols on, given the terrain.
From this vantage-point beside the fallen boulder, Eddie could see the battleground where they'd stood against the Wolves, throwing plates and lead. That stretch of East Road was so full of people it made him think of the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. The whole Calla was out there partying, and oh how Eddie hated them in that moment. My wife's gone because of you chickenshit motherfuckers , he thought. It was a stupid idea, stupendously unkind, as well, yet it offered a certain hateful satisfaction. What was it that poem by Stephen Crane had said, the one they'd read back in high school? "I like it because it is bitter, and because it is my heart." Something like that. Close enough for government work.
Now Roland was standing beside the abandoned, softly humming trike, and if it was sympathy he saw in the gunslinger's eyes - or, worse, pity - he wanted none of it.
"Come on, you guys. Let's find her."
FIVE
This time the voice that greeted them from the Doorway Cave's depths belonged to a woman Eddie had never actually met, although he had heard of her - aye, much, say thankya - and knew her voice at once.
"She's gone, ye great dickled galoot!" cried Rhea of the Coos from the darkness. "Taken her labor elsewhere, ye ken! And I've no doubt that when her cannibal baby finally comes out, it'll munch its mother north from the cunt, aye!" She laughed, a perfect (and perfectly grating) Witch Hazel cackle. "No titty-milk fer this one, ye grobbut lost lad! This one'll have meat!"
"Shut up!" Eddie screamed into the darkness. "Shut up, you... you fu**ing phantom!"
And for a wonder, the phantom did.
Eddie looked around. He saw Tower's goddamned two-shelf bookcase - first editions under glass, may they do ya fine - but no pink metal-mesh bag with mid-world lanes printed on it; no engraved ghostwood box, either. The unfound door was still here, its hinges still hooked to nothing, but now it had a strangely dull look. Not just unfound but unremembered; only one more useless piece of a world that had moved on.
"No," Eddie said. "No, I don't accept that. The power is still here. The power is still here ."
He turned to Roland, but Roland wasn't looking at him. Incredibly, Roland was studying the books. As if the search for Susannah had begun to bore him and he was looking for a good read to pass the time.
Eddie took Roland's shoulder, turned him. "What happened, Roland? Do you know?"
"What happened is obvious," Roland said. Callahan had come up beside him. Only Jake, who was visiting the Doorway Cave for the first time, hung back at the entrance. "She took her wheelchair as far as she could, then went on her hands and knees to the foot of the path, no mean feat for a woman who's probably in labor. At the foot of the path, someone - probably Andy, just as Jake says - left her a ride."