It was also that he took that away from all of us.

I just hoped we could get it back.

All of us.

Intact.

Elvira

The door closed behind Millie at Tyra’s office and Elvira looked to her girls at the desk.

“We all know you bitches can’t wade into this,” she stated.

Lanie and Tyra didn’t say anything but Elvira knew they knew. They were doing what they thought they had to do for Millie right now. But they knew their men would lose their minds if their women gave a hint of interfering.

“I’m callin’ in Shirleen,” she declared.

She didn’t expect an argument.

She didn’t get one.

“Agreed,” Tyra replied.

Elvira didn’t delay. She dug in her purse and pulled out her phone.

There was one person on this earth outside Millie and the members of the Chaos brotherhood who would stop at nothing to keep Logan “High” Judd clean, free, and alive.

So Elvira called her.

She didn’t expect Shirleen would decline her invitation.

She was right.

Millie

The next afternoon, I was sitting at my desk in my studio, my eyes to my computer screen, my fingers entering figures for a budget that would deliver a doable bar mitzvah for a kid whose parents wanted me to pull out all the stops but they didn’t exactly have the funds to pull that off when my door opened.

Speck, my protector for the day, stuck his head in and stated, “He’s good.”

Then he pulled his head out and a large black man so beautiful, I completely forgot how to breathe, walked in, smiling at me.

As he continued to walk in, my head tipped farther and farther back until he stopped at the other side of my desk.

At that point, my mouth was hanging open.

I did not care.

I knew this man was used to women making fools of themselves at the sight of him.

And anyway, I still hadn’t regained bodily function.

“Millie, it’s good to meet you,” his deep, smooth voice said. “I’m Elvira’s man, Malik.”

Ho...

Lee...

Shit.

No wonder she wanted her ball and chain on him.

“I... uh... I...” I swiftly got up and shoved my hand his way. “Malik, I can’t tell you what a pleasure it is to meet you.”

He took my hand and smiled at me again.

I licked my lips.

He let me go and stated, “It’s come to my attention you’re planning my wedding.”

Damn.

Fuck.

Shit.

“I... uh... I...”

I stopped talking because I had nothing more to give to that statement.

“Don’t worry,” he said, his voice deeper, smoother, like a lullaby. “I just have one thing to ask.”

He could ask anything, so I nodded.

“You plan a wedding that’ll make my baby happy. But before you do that, you plan a night where I ask her to spend the rest of her life with me that she’ll never forget.”

Instantly, I forgot how beautiful he was when I felt my eyes fill with tears.

“Really?” I whispered. “You’re gonna ask?”

“You help me do that right, yeah.”

“Oh my God,” I kept whispering. “I’m so happy.”

“Glad to hear it, sweetheart, but do me a favor and make Elvira happier.”

I nodded madly, now choked up but also grinning like a fool.

“Good we ironed that out,” he stated.

I kept nodding like a crazy woman.

And grinning because my girl was going to get what she wanted, I got to plan that, and it was going to be sublime.

He grinned back and again offered his hand.

I took it. He squeezed mine, let me go, pulled out his wallet, and said, “My card. You got a plan, call me.”

He handed the card to me.

My fingers closed around it. “Will do,” I promised.

He gave me another smile. I got happier that Elvira was going to have that for a lifetime, then he said, “Sorry this is short, but I got things to do.”

I nodded again.

He turned to the door and I moved around the desk to follow him.

When he made it to the door, he stopped at it and looked down at me.

“While you’re plannin’, one thing you could do to keep my woman in a good place is find help.”

I stopped smiling.

His voice dipped back to lullaby range but it was different this time.

“I know Chaos closes ranks when shit goes down. I know they take care of their own. I get that. I also know my woman is worried about you and I don’t like that. But the thing I hope you get is that no brother chooses a woman for old lady that he doesn’t wanna hand the world. You need it, High’ll want you to have it. That’s guaranteed and you know it. They also don’t choose women who aren’t strong enough to live their way of life. Which means they don’t choose women who are too weak to ask for help. Not dissin’ you, sweetheart. I get the need to try and con yourself that you can make it on your own. I’m just sayin’, why do that if you don’t have to?”

I felt my eyes narrow. “Did you come here to ask me to help you plan a pop-the-question night that will exceed Elvira’s wildest dreams or did you come here to deliver a lecture because you’re sick of hearing how your woman is worried about me?”

“Two birds,” he replied.

Elvira.

And her man Malik.

I liked her but I was beginning to realize she could be a pain in the ass.