Chapter 25


The day was well advanced when I reached the site where Amethyst's wheels had lain buried for a century or more. It was the first time I had come back since the amethyst ship had risen from the ground, reattached itself to the navcone - the ship's navigation nose cone - killed a whole army of Darkness, melted the ice cap avalanche that was roaring down the Trine, then vaporized the deluge. The ship had taken off into the heavens.

In the way of the battle-mages, it was my moment of glory. But no one saw it but the few humans who had been there and Amethyst, who had seen what was happening from her prison underground. I had sort of thought the cherub had been a figment of my imagination, and figments don't talk about moments of glory. And the men who had fought with me, well, they probably had big ideas about what had happened, but they didn't really know. As moments of glory went, it was pretty great. But pretty secret.

Signs of the battle were buried beneath several snowfalls, leaving the site looking pristine and white, not blood-splattered, heaped with the bodies of the dead, burned, charred, and gory. The clearing had once held a manmade cairn of boulders and stones, now crushed and scattered, covered by snow, and the huge oval mound hiding the wheels was now a deep depression. The snow made the hole look smooth, neatly scraped and shaped, as if God the Victorious had taken an ice-cream scoop to the mountain.

I'm really here. I'm really doing this. How stupid can I get? Fear whispered through my bloodstream.

Icy air moved through the bare branches of trees. Where once the mound had offered protection from the wind, now there was a barren desolation, and the sound was like the plaintive moans of bagpipes. I pulled the battle cloak over my knees and readjusted my feet in the stirrups. Battle boots weren't made for riding and my knees hurt, locked at an awkward angle.

I rode Homer to the edge of the cavity and looked down, the big horse snorting his dislike of the sharp precipice. It was a long way down. A very long way. The sight made me lonely in ways I didn't completely understand, but maybe it was just that no one wanted to die alone, and I had a good chance of doing that today. I had come close to dying the last time I went into the pit, and then I had some help from the wheels buried here. I had promised myself I'd never go underground, never again. I guess I lied.

A whistle sounded, echoing and reechoing up and down the mountain, a keening, mournful sound. I kneed Homer in a slow circle, searching for its origin, and finally spotted a row of horses below me, six of them, too far downhill to identify the riders, except for the bay in the lead. It was Thadd's mount. Joy spiked through me, followed by some emotion I couldn't name, bittersweet and painful, and I swallowed against a tight throat. Okay, so I wouldn't die alone. But if I died, I'd likely take them with me. Which was much worse.

"Hope you guys brought lunch and feed," I said to the cold wind, "because I can't take care of you all." Which was more true than it might seem.

I slid from the horse's back, led him away from the precipice to a flat area on the south side of a large rock, and loosed his girth. A bit of grass peeked through the snow, and Homer sighed happily before pawing at the ground to uncover more. I dumped two handfuls of feed at his feet for lunch and opened a jar of peanut butter and a package of crackers for me. I would need the protein. If I ate meat, now would be the time for a big juicy steak, some fried potatoes, and cake or pie for the sugar burst. I ate quickly and was standing on a boulder, my cloak tightly wrapped against the cold, watching, when the cavalcade came into view.

A heavily armed Thadd was in the lead, an automatic rifle with an unusual barrel design hung from his saddle. Joseph Barefoot rode behind him on a sure-footed mountain pony. Eli, wearing a fringed leather jacket, buckskin chaps, and cowboy hat, looked like a riding armament with knives in his hatband and belt, bandoliers crossed over his chest, and his flamethrower slung over his back. He rode a flashy Appaloosa, its coat apricot-colored with molasses-colored spots. At their six was Durbarge, the assey, his black eye patch and twisted features malevolent, his remaining, droopy-lidded eye hard. Thadd and Durbarge were wearing long leather dusters, fashioned to ride and to fight, the pockets bulging. Flames had healed Durbarge's foot, mangled in the street fight, and he rode without pain.

Between the assey and Eli, riding sturdy palomino mules, were two men I didn't know. Like Barefoot, each had a branded cheek; clearly EIH operatives. The Earth Invasion Heretics were poorly dressed in jeans and ratty leather jackets that stopped at their thighs, but they were well armed, and one had what looked like a shoulder-mounted rocket launcher strapped to his mount's withers. It was strange to see the EIH and an investigator with the Administration of the ArchSeraph working together. Durbarge's cheek, below his eye patch, was twitching, though whether because his eye pained him or because of the company I didn't know.

As they snaked toward the clearing, Eli took off his hat and waved it over his head, calling, "Hey, beautiful! Can you take on all six of us?" Thadd looked back at him, irritated at the innuendo.

I hid a smile, folded back my cloak, and lifted a hand, considering the six men. Together we made seven, an auspicious number, holy. Revelation 1:16 said of a seraph, "And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword..."

I wasn't a star - nowhere near being a seraph - but I had a two-edged sword. And now there were seven of us. That thought cheered me as the men reached the clearing, dismounted, and began to open supplies. Eli, holding what looked like a ham sub, walked to the boulder and stood below me, munching. He talked between swallows, amber eyes squinting up at me. As he talked, the other men gathered around him. "You know everyone but Tomas and Rickie here." He indicated the two EIH men with his sandwich. "They saw you fight in the street battle the other day. Thought you looked interesting." I wasn't certain what interesting meant, but I didn't interrupt. "Got enough players to make a good-sized Pre-Ap boy band," he said. I rolled my eyes at his flippancy, and nodded to the strangers. "If this can wait, we can mobilize a good-sized force by morning," Eli said.

"I don't think it can wait."

"We got your message," Joseph Barefoot said, finishing off a beef jerky stick. "Brought enough weapons to wage a small war. Not what we'd have with some notice, but a bit. What's this your champard said about a succubus queen?"

I told the men about the queen who had given birth to the succubi, the voluptuous killers from the battle, and they listened with keen intent while eating and drinking water from plastic bottles. When I told them the new succubi were possibly fertile, capable of birth, and that thousands of succubus eggs might be ready to hatch, they moved uneasily.

"And how do you know this?" Durbarge asked, his droopy eye deceptively sleepy-looking in his scarred face.

This was the tricky part. Durbarge was contractually bound to assist me in my duties and in fighting Darkness, but he could also arrest me if I overstepped my bounds. As a licensed mage I could operate among humans, but having conversations with minions of Darkness wasn't exactly part of my rights. "The queen, uh, tried to attack me last night. And I, well, I kinda, accidentally, bound it to me." The men's expressions were comical.

"You bound a Darkness to you," Durbarge said tonelessly.

"Seems like it," I said, glad I was hiding behind my cloak so the assey couldn't see me fidget. "I thought it was human, possessed by a demon. I was going for exorcism, but it turned out to be a partially transmogrified Darkness. It's bound to me. I'm guessing its master will undo the binding when it gets free."

"Free? You left it alive?" Durbarge asked. Maybe I should have taken the fifth then, but I didn't, though it was a crime to leave a Darkness breathing.

"Yes," I said, and watched as he processed the information. He didn't go for his sigil to arrest me or his gun to shoot me. So far so good.

"So. You called a succubus - a succubus queen, as you call it - captured it, and bound it, all without the help of the AAS. Where is this succubus queen?"

I suppressed a flare of anger at his tone. He was right. It had been stupid, even if I hadn't planned it that way. "In my loft. Duct-taped to a chair in a conjuring circle. I was afraid that if I killed it, its master would know. If I can get to the nest before it gets loose, I can do a lot of damage. And if we get there before nightfall, we can surprise its master."

Durbarge sighed, rubbed his hand across his head, and slid the tip of a finger under the band that held his patch in place. Before he could decide what he was going to do about me, I added, "I learned the name of the Major Darkness on the Trine too."

"That thing that tried to take you in the street battle?" Thadd asked.

I remembered my horror and the pain of being held in its claws. "Yes. It's Forcas. Not its seraphic name, I know, but it gives us at least some power over it."

"And this can't wait until I can get reinforcements in?" Durbarge asked.

"Train is out until spring thaw."

"I can get troops in on military transports," he said. "Take two days, three at most."

"I don't know how much time we have," I said, shrugging, my cloak moving with the motion and catching the cold breeze. "She said the larvae would hatch at dawn. I'm guessing it's easier to kill eggs than larvae, and I know for a fact my circle can't hold the queen for long. She'll be free sooner rather than later." Their faces were indecisive, mutinous, or irritated, and I knew I couldn't wait on them.

Unable to conceal the anger in my tone, I said, "You guys decide what you want to do. There's water for the horses." I pointed to a runnel near Homer. "I'll be on the Trine." I jumped from the boulder, tightened Homer's saddle girth, and climbed a branch to remount. With a leap that threw my cloak flying, I was astride the Friesian and heading up the mountain. I tamped down my irritation as the men argued behind me. They would come or they wouldn't. Nothing I could do about it either way. Men.

As I rode, I studied the triple peaks. The entrance to the lair of Darkness was on the left peak, near the top. I wanted to reach the mouth of Forcas' domain way before nightfall, and with the ice pack gone and bare ground most of the way, that was possible. But I was, maybe, back to doing it alone. Just ducky.

Barak settled against his feathers, staring at the dark rock roof of his prison cell, his mouth turned up in satisfaction. It had been long and long since he had felt the presence of a kylen. But the near-breed was close and armed. He traveled with a mage, both of them prepared for war. It would not be long now. Zadkiel wanted him to bring the Light into the cavern, and chaos and war. Zadkiel wanted many things. Barak would settle for freedom.

In the corridor beyond the bars, he heard a soft soughing, smelled the mingled scents of Light and Darkness, of flowers and spring wind and freshening rain blended with the stenches of rotting meat and old blood, mold, stagnant water, and an overlay of brimstone. The smells had tantalized and beckoned to him, pulling him to the bars, once close enough to burn his face on the demon-iron. He had first noted the slight smells several hours ago, as time was counted here, and they had grown, the scents peaking some hours past. But they had weakened, and whatever had emitted the odors was gone.

Two hours before nightfall, I reached the hellhole, the smell of brimstone and dead things blowing across me, the entrance glowing a dull yellow and red in mage-sight. The men had finally made their decision and were only a few hundred yards behind, their mounts lathered, their faces inscrutable. No one looked happy to be there, not that I was dancing a jig myself. If someone - if Lolo - had sent me instructions on how to use the blasted visa I might not need to be here, at least not without seraphic support.

I dismounted and tethered Homer to the trunk of a long-dead tree, removed his saddle and the bit, and poured him more food. When he looked settled, I threw a shield of protection over him. He had drank deeply only minutes before, and water would be plentiful come morning as sunlight melted the snow. When he got thirsty he could pull the tether loose, pop through the shield of protection, and get to a runnel. Eventually, the Friesian could make his way down the mountain. That was assuming I didn't get out alive.

Before the men reached me, I drank a liter of water, found a secluded place to relieve myself, and scuffed a conjuring circle in the hard ground just below the lip of the hellhole. Sitting on a rock, I closed my eyes, and prepared for battle. I had been to war. I knew how it was done.

I was pretty sure I had sat on this exact rock to prepare myself the last time I came here, except it was in a different place and turned on its side. Melting snow had changed the face of the entrance, moving boulders downhill, cutting runnels in the dirt, carving out a ledge just below the opening to the lair.

Mage-sight open, I closed the circle, and the stench of evil intensified. The peak glowed the ailing greenish-yellow of snow, overlaid with the red and black of Darkness. Swallowing down the nausea of fear, I began to chant. "Stone and fire, water and air, blood and kin prevail. Wings and shield, dagger and sword, blood and kin prevail." Calm descended, as soft and gentle as seraph down. I chanted the litany created by the earliest neomages, a nursery rhyme chant that had followed us down through the decades. Breathing, feeling my heart beat, my blood pulse, I centered myself, preparing for death, as all warrior mages must.

The stone beneath my thighs warmed, offering its strength to me. The stones I carried in pockets and my amulets soaked up the strength of the mountain as the sun fell toward the western hills and the stink of old death grew. Nothing came from the deeps to hunt. Nothing disturbed me, not even the men. When half an hour had passed, and I was calm and centered, I opened my eyes, stretched out a finger, and broke the circle.

The men stood or sat on stones in a loose circle around me, watching. I could guess that none of them had ever seen a mage prepare for battle. Humans prepare for war differently from mages. Humans expect to win. Humans plan to survive, with thoughts and plans for death limited to notes for loved ones, a lucky rabbit's foot tucked in a pocket, a quick prayer for holy assistance. Mages never plan for life. We prepare our bodies to be used up, destroyed. That way, nothing is held back in the conflict. We can truly give our all.

Last time I went into the pit, I had prepared like this, yet secretly, in the deeps of my heart, I had hoped to survive, hoped I could take a mortal wound, call mage in dire, and have help come before I died. Unlike last time, I wasn't the only candidate. This time I was taking humans in with me. Death would be so close that its wings would be folding around the victim before seraphs arrived. If they came at all. Either way, some of us would probably die. The weight of that settled heavily on my shoulders as I looked from face to face. The burden of death, theirs and mine, was a shroud. Feeling the mountain, sturdy beneath me, feeling my heart's slow beat, feeling the cold sweet air in my lungs, I said, "I've been down there. I've fought down there. Thousands of spawn live in a warren that goes down inside the mountain, probably two thousand feet."

"That's how much the Trine grew in Mole Man's battle," Thadd said.

"Last time, I thought I was prepared, and maybe I was as prepared as I could be, with what I knew, but I wasn't smart. I didn't think about being able to draw on the stone heart of the Trine for power. I didn't think about using a shield to hide my presence through the maze. I went in fighting, hoping to call mage in dire in time. I can hope to call mage in dire again, but it means a mortal wound before I can get us seraphic help - mortal for one of you, or for me. And if they come, they might execute judgment on you."

"All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God," Durbarge quoted.

Thadd looked at his hands. Or maybe he looked at his ring, the ring that kept him mostly human. So far it had kept him from seraphic notice, but that might not continue.

Eli double-checked the positions of his weapons and of the strange flamethrower he carried, sliding the bulbous section under his arm. His lips were pursed as if he might whistle.

The three EIH men glanced from one to the other, and I didn't like the look of the exchange. They knew something. Or they were planning something. I raised my brows at Joseph Barefoot but he only lifted his brows back at me, assuming an innocent expression. It would have been more effective without the brands on his cheeks.

"There's that," I said, belatedly responding to Durbarge's scripture. "But this time I have a shield that's big enough to cover us and will move with us when we move. With the mountain to power it, the shield should be enough to protect us for a while. But I don't know its limitations. If we get separated, or if anyone steps too far out of position, it could snap off."

"How close?" Rickie asked. It was the first time he had spoken and his high tenor was a surprise. He had an almost girlish voice, at odds with the cross brand and his rough clothes.

"Twenty feet maximum," I guessed. "And it has limitations. If you fire a weapon from the inside, it shatters. It'll screen us from the sight of any Darkness we meet, but not from their noses, and once they smell us down there, they can track us. It won't stop the toxic fumes - we'll be breathing them the whole time. And the biggest problem is that I don't know where the nest is, but I'm betting it's as deep as the mountain."

I saw no point in telling this crew about Baraqyal, Zadkiel, and the cherub Amethyst. Thadd hadn't really believed me when I told him about them being trapped. Durbarge had heard about Zadkiel once before and not believed. We might come close enough to save the seraph with shorn wings, as his cell was close to the surface, but the cherub's prison was in the deepest part of the Trine. If we made it that far, we'd never be able to fight our way out. Of course, the nest might be that deep, in which case, if we made it there, we might find the prison. Time enough then to share that tidbit of info.

Enough chitchat. I threw back my cloak and pulled my walking stick blade, the steel a harsh sound in bright daylight, the bloodstone hilt warming in my hand. I reached under my dobok for the white onyx fish amulet that carried a shield of protection, the shield that moved with me. Somewhere behind me, down the Trine, the lynx called, a full-throated scream of sound. Thanks for the warning, I thought, taking a step toward the center of the men.

A sharp pain took me through the throat. The explosive sound of a gunshot instantly followed. I blinked in surprise. My knees buckled. Pain carried me toward the ground.

I looked up as I fell, seeing Thadd's mouth open. Hearing the beginning of his ringing cry, the words lost beneath the roar in my ears and the blast of the gun. The men scattered, moving behind rocks. Thadd fell over me. The shot echoed. A barrage of others followed; cover fire, return fire. Another round landed in the frozen dirt near me, a puff of motion.

I couldn't breathe. The air in my lungs was hot, burning, trapped. Blood fountained over me. I tried to force a breath and sucked hot blood into my lungs. My throat made a sucking sound as my windpipe spasmed shut. Blood pumped onto the ground around me. I'm dying. The thought was curious, a vague paradigm, surprisingly without fear. I'm really dying. Blood pumped again, into the air this time, in a crimson spray.

My mind was suddenly lucid, my thoughts coherent and orderly, an overlay of facts and possibilities, transparent, cold, and deadly. I had taken a shot through the throat. Left to right, clean in and out. Carotid clipped. Esophagus gone.

My blood pumped, arching up, then down to splatter the ground, steaming in the cold, a bright, glistening scarlet. I'd be unconscious from blood loss in seconds.

They had known someone was coming. It had been an ambush.

They had used guns, not creation energies. A trap for humans by humans.

I had taken a step forward, into the shot. Had they been aiming at someone else?

I couldn't call mage in dire because I couldn't speak.

We would all die.

In the corner of my eye shadows moved, a glint of metal in the sunlight. They were coming. Ahh. They wanted me - alive. They had intended to kill my companions to get me. They wanted my blood.

I thumbed the fish, and the shield snapped into place with a shock wave of might. In mage-sight it was a purple bubble of overlapped energy, like feathers layered over us. Lightning sparkled through it. Thadd raised up, drenched in blood, his face shocked white. He started to place his hands over my throat and then pulled back. I could read his panic. How do I put pressure on a throat wound? I can't. She's dead.

The world darkened around me, my sight telescoping to a tiny pinpoint of light, centered on Thadd. The muscles of his shoulders moved. His mouth pulled down. I thought he was speaking. Realized he was screaming. In pain. He fell over me.

I opened my mind, reaching out to stone. Reaching. Pulling it in. Too late...

The light shrank down. And died.