Lord, it felt so good. My nipples were hard, my pussy so wet.

I gasped when his finger breached my tight rim.

“Easy, baby. Everything is good. So good. If you want me to stop, just tell me.”

“I don’t want you to stop.”

My muscles relaxed around the invasion, and he began moving his finger in and out, in tandem with the finger in my pussy.

“How’s that?”

“Good, Talon,” I said. “Good.” Surprisingly, I wasn’t lying. The smooth intrusion into that forbidden part of me did feel good. Really good.

“That’s it. Your ass is so tight, baby. I can’t wait to put my cock in.”

I was stretched wider, and I gritted my teeth, moaning.

“Just another finger,” he said. “You tell me if you want me to stop.”

“Don’t stop,” I gritted out.

“Relax. You’ll get used to it.”

The burn ceased a few seconds later, and the fierce sensation turned to pleasure. God, so intense. Kinky. Kinky and obscenely delicious. The intensity overshadowed his finger in my pussy. In-fucking-credible.

I had heard from others that anal sex was amazing, and though I was afraid, this was the ultimate way to show Talon that I trusted him.

“I’m going to give you my cock now, baby,” he said. “The hardest part is the beginning, when I push past that ring of muscle. Breathe out when I tell you to, okay?”

“Yes. Okay.” I held my breath.

He spread more lube around my anus, and then the head of his cock nudged the tight hole. He pushed against the tight muscle, but it didn’t give.

“Relax, baby. Let it go.”

I breathed in and let it out slowly.

And he thrust his cockhead past the tight circle of muscle.

God, the pain! I clamped my hands around the bars where they were tied and let out a loud moan.

“Breathe, baby. In. Out. The sting will stop. You tell me when you’re ready.”

A few more breaths, and the pain died down. I was full. So full of Talon’s cock. And I wanted nothing more.

“I’m ready now.”

“Okay, baby, I’m going to go in quickly. It’s best that way.” He pushed his cock far into my ass.

I had never felt so full. Never felt so close to anyone in my life. I had never known how intimate this act could be.

“I’m going to come out now and then go back in. Remember, if you need me to stop anytime—”

“God, no.” I bit my lip. “Please don’t stop.” I wanted to jerk my hips backward into him, taking his cock, but because I was tied I couldn’t.

He went in slowly again and then withdrew.

But what I wanted was fast. I wanted him to really fuck me. I wanted him to know how much I trusted him.

“Talon, please…”

“What?”

“More,” I said. “Harder.”

He jammed into me. How I longed to touch my clit. I was on fire, but my hands were bound.

“You like it, baby?”

I nodded into the pillow. “Yes.” God, yes. It hurt, yet it tantalized me, shooting prickles of pleasure outward, to every last limb. It was wrong, yet so right. How was I feeling this in my clit? But I was. I so was. I wanted to come. Wanted to touch my clit so damn bad.

“It’s so good, baby. You’re so tight. Feels so good around my cock.”

He increased the speed a bit but still not to the point I wanted.

“Damn it, Talon,” I said into the pillow. “Faster! Fuck me faster.”

This time he obeyed me. He jammed his cock inside me and then out again and then in, faster, thrusting.

Thrust.

Thrust.

Thrust.

If only I could reach my clit… If only… And then it didn’t matter, because I was splintering into an orgasm so intense, so rapturous, that I wasn’t sure where he ended and I began.

“God, Talon, God. I’m coming! I’m coming!”

“That’s it, baby. Come. Come for me.”

I continued wailing into the pillow, my whole world fusing into this one intimate act with this man I loved so much.

And still he thrust.

“Tell me you like it, Jade. Tell me you like it.”

Chapter Thirty-Three

Talon

I forced my withdraw from her tight sweet body and curled into a fetal position at the foot of the bed.

Tell me you like it, boy. Tell me you like it.

How could I have said those words to her? What kind of monster was I?

“Talon?” Her sweet voice came from the head of the bed. “What happened?”

She was out of breath. I had interrupted her in the middle of an orgasm.

I couldn’t answer with the truth. As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t. “I’m sorry, blue eyes. Maybe I just wasn’t ready for this.”

“It’s okay,” she said. “Could you untie my wrists, please?”

I lay, still curled up, hearing her words and comprehending them but unable to move.

“Please?” she said again.

I jerked my head up. I couldn’t leave her tied up when she was asking to be released. She trusted me, and no matter how misplaced that trust was, I had to honor it. Willing my muscles to move, I crawled to the head of the bed and unbound her.

She sat up, rubbing her wrists. “What happened?”

“I…told you. I wasn’t ready for this.” There was a grain of truth in the words. I’d had anal sex before, despite my past. But anal sex with Jade… God, the pleasure… I’d been so inside myself, inside her, feeling everything she felt, feeling the love, the trust…

She smiled. “Talon, I love you, but that’s bull, and we both know it. You were enjoying yourself. Now what happened?”

Yes, I had been enjoying myself. Why had I said those terrible words to her? “I…can’t…”

“You can’t what?”

“Can’t…”

She caressed my cheek with her soft hand. “It’s okay.”

I shook my head. It wasn’t okay. It wasn’t okay at all. I had been so close to her, one with her, and I had ruined it. My eyes filled, but I willed the tears not to fall.

“Do you believe I trust you now?”

I cleared my throat but couldn’t speak for a few seconds. Then, “You’re amazing,” I said softly.