I bite my tongue, because coming in guns blazing, trying to parent my brother three seconds after I’ve arrived, is only going to cause problems I don’t need. Especially if I have to live in the same space with him for the foreseeable future.

“Billy! You know you’re not supposed to drink while you’re taking medication!” Mom drops her purse on the kitchen table, mouth curving down.

He tips his head back, shaggy blond hair falling away from his forehead. He has a big gash that’s taped up with a fly bandage, and dark shadows line his eyes. “It’s fine, Ma, it’s a light beer. Oh, hey, Dillion,” he calls out from the couch. “I forgot you were coming down for a few days.”

“Didn’t Dad tell him?” I mumble as I arch a brow at Mom.

“Didn’t Dad tell me what?” Billy may be irresponsible and make poor decisions, but he does have ridiculously good hearing. Even with the TV on and the door partially closed, he can listen in on someone else’s conversation.

“Darlin’s staying for longer than a few days.”

“Really? Why? You got vacation time you have to take or something?”

“Uh, no, I’m coming to help out.” Of course my parents didn’t tell him.

He props himself up on one arm, grimacing with the movement. “Help out with what?”

“With the business.”

Billy frowns. “You’re kidding, right? You can’t even lift a two-by-four without rolling an ankle.”

That’s not even remotely true. I used to help my dad all the time. Did I love lugging two-by-fours? Nope, but I had serious biceps for one summer, until I realized I could work in the service industry and make four times as much money behind a bar as I could building one. “Dad has to supervise the big reno project on the other side of the lake, so he asked if I’d come help in the office.”

“How you gonna do that when you’re working in the city?”

“I’m not anymore. At least not for a few months. Once you’re on your feet and you have your driver’s license reinstated, then I’ll move back to the city.”

His eyes flare, and a slow smile creeps across his face. “Is that why you were out there messing with the trailer, Ma?”

“The trailer?”

Mom’s eyes light up, and she claps her hands. “Let me show you! I spruced it right up! Still needs some TLC, but I think you’ll like it.” She grabs my arm and guides me back toward the front door.

Billy waggles his eyebrows and flops back on the couch, his attention returning to Garage Wars.

Mom leads me out the side door, onto the covered deck. It used to be a sunroom, but now it’s full of winter gear and old, half-broken chairs and projects. “What’s all this stuff?”

“Oh, you know your brother, always looking for treasures. Once he’s back on his feet, he’ll be able to fix some of this stuff up. There’s a whole set of chairs that he wants to have re-covered, and a table that he’s planning to refinish.”

It looks more like a relocated dump, and I have my serious doubts that my brother plans to do any of those things, but again, I keep it to myself, not wanting my negativity to rub off on my mom or make her feel bad. Half of me believes I might be veering into overreacting territory, and I can admit it’s in part due to the circumstances and the fact that I’m back here after promising myself I wouldn’t return. But I’m worried about the way our mom likes to brush things off, and the fact that Billy is loafing on the couch, drinking beer days after being in an accident caused by drinking and driving.

And now I’m being herded around the side of the house, past the shed, to where the trailer has been parked for the better part of a decade. It’s been set up, and the awning, which is full of patched holes and a few that still need mending, is strung with white lights. A set of camping chairs are perched to the right of the door.

The exterior hasn’t changed since we bought the thing probably twenty years ago, back when I was a kid. My parents had bought it with the plan to take us camping, but we already lived on a lake, and neither of their schedules was ever particularly conducive to taking more than a couple of days off. Even when they did get a week here or there, they preferred to stick close to home.

So when I was a tween and wanted to get away from my annoying little brother, me and my friends Tawny and Allie, and sometimes Sue, depending on whether we were on the outs or not, would have sleepovers here.

“Let me show you what I’ve done. I didn’t have much time, so a few things still need to be taken care of.” She pokes at the hole in the screen door before she opens it and ushers me in.

I probably haven’t stepped foot in here since I was eighteen. My high school boyfriend, Tucker, used to sneak over some nights, and we’d have super-quiet sex on the floor, which was the only surface that didn’t squeak.

I shake that memory like I’m trying to erase an Etch A Sketch design. It appears as though very little has changed since my teens. Everything looks exactly the same, but older, worn out, and full of moth holes. It’s probably not a stretch to believe that rodents have made a home in here at some point.

Directly in front of me is a small table, with benches covered in brown fabric on either side. To the right is a tiny sink and a hot plate; below that is the bar fridge. Past that is a door leading to a small bathroom with a toilet and sink—no shower, which means I’ll need to use the one in the house.

To the left is the pop-out with the bed. It’s a queen, and the comforter is the same one that’s been in my room since I was probably fifteen years old. Even my stuffed dog, Fluffy, who used to be white and is now a matted gray, is perched on the pillow.

“I know it needs work, but I hung new curtains! Do you like them?” She tugs at the end of a hot-pink curtain with a geometric pattern on it that makes me feel like the entire trailer is sitting in the middle of a very wavy ocean at dawn.

“They’re great, Mom.” I try my best to inject some enthusiasm into my response.

“There’s a tear in the canvas over the bed that I’ve patched with tape until I can get it sealed, but it’s been dry lately, and there’s no rain in the forecast, so you should be okay for a few days. And the bathroom works; I made sure of it. Your dad hooked up the water and everything.” Her smile is expectant and strained.

Next to the seventies- and eighties-era brown theme, the curtains are hard to look at. But I can see that she’s gone to a great deal of trouble to get this place ready for me, and she most definitely has done her best with the limited amount of time she’s had.

“You didn’t need to go to all this trouble, Mom.”

“I thought you might want your own space, especially with Billy being stuck in the house and on crutches. We moved him into your old bedroom because it’s bigger, and easier for him to get around in, you know, since his bedroom is so small, and I didn’t think you’d like that cramped space, so I got this all ready for you. The heater works, too, so you don’t need to worry about being cold or anything if you’re still here when the weather starts to turn. You know how cold August nights can get near the end of the month.”

I nod my agreement and swallow down my panic over being here long enough to need the heater. At the very least, I’ll be here through September, based on what I know about Billy’s injuries, anyway. “It’s perfect, Mom. It’ll be great.”