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"That's why Thanatos wants me to practice looking through the Seer Stone, so I can figure out how it works." I felt cold and alone without his arms around me. "Stark, I'm sorry. I didn't want to see Heath in Aurox. I don't want to see or say or do anything that would hurt you. Ever." I was blinking hard, trying to keep from bursting into tears.

Stark ran his hand through his hair. "Z, please don't cry."

"I'm not crying," I said, and then hiccupped a little sob and backhanded a tear that had somehow escaped from my eye.

Stark reached into his jeans' pocket and pulled out a crumpled tissue. He stepped close to me again, and wiped the second tear that had followed the first escapee. Then he kissed me, softly, handed me the tissue, and pulled me back into his arms.

"Don't worry, Z. Heath and I made peace in the Otherworld. I'd be glad to see him again."

"Really?" I had to step out of his arms long enough to blow my nose.

"Well, yeah. Glad to see him again, but not as glad for you to see him again." His honesty made both of us smile. "And I know you wouldn't hurt me on purpose. But, Z, that bull thing is not Heath."

"Stark, I knew Aurox had something to do with old magick from the first time I saw him. He made me feel weird as hell." I hated telling him, but he deserved nothing less than honesty from me.

"Of course he made you feel weird. He's a creature of Darkness! And, yeah, he's old magick. He was created by the nastiest kind of that shit when Neferet killed your mom as a sacrifice. I'd worry about you if he didn't make you feel weird."

I let out a deep breath. "Well, I guess that does make sense."

"Yeah, and I'll bet if we work on it together we can figure out why that stone showed you Heath last night." When I just chewed my lip he kept on, like he was reasoning aloud. "Think about it, Z. What all have you seen through the stone?"

"Well, on Skye I saw those old sprites-the elementals."

"Were they like the things you saw today?"

I shuddered. "No, not at all. The elementals were unearthly, mysterious, strange, but in a good way. What I saw today was grotesque and terrifying."

"Okay, except for just now at the tree, and last night at the ritual, has the Seer Stone shown you anything else since we've been back from Italy?"

I met his gaze. "Yes. You."

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Zoey

"Me? Z, you're not making any sense," Stark said.

"I know, I know. I'm sorry. It's just that it kinda felt like I was creeping on you when I did it because you were sleeping, and I only did it because it was back when you were having trouble sleeping, and it was actually mostly an accident, so I never said anything to you, and now it seems like I could have made the whole thing up," I finished in a rush.

"Zoey, I can listen in on your emotions. That's way more creeper-like than you peeking through a stone at me while I'm asleep. Plus, you're right. My sleep had been really jacked up. I don't blame you for checking me out with the stone. Just tell me what you saw."

"I saw a shadow over you. I remember thinking that it looked like a ghost Warrior. You opened your hand and the Guardian Sword appeared. Then the ghost-shadow guy grabbed it and it turned into a spear. I think it was bloody. It scared me, so I called spirit and chased the thing away. You woke up then and we uh..." My face felt hot. "Well, we made love and I forgot about it."

"Z, I like to think I'm good in bed and all, but even so, how the hell could you forget about seeing a ghost guy with a spear hanging out over me?"

"Seriously, Stark. Right after that we walked into what Stevie Rae called one hot mess of bullpoopie here at the House of Night. I was busy." I crossed my arms and glared at him. "Wait, I didn't totally forget about it. I told Lenobia about the shadow guy."

"Great, so a professor knows but I didn't know."

"You do now."

"Well, what did Lenobia say about it?"

"Basically she told me to keep my eyes open here in the real world, versus gawking through the stone, which is what I did until last night when I saw Heath," I said.

"Look through it at me again."

"Now?"

"Now."

"Fine." I lifted the Seer Stone, took a deep breath, and peeked through it at him.

"Well? How do I look?"

"Grumpy."

"And?"

"Annoying."

"Nothing else?"