Not so for my heart.

I toweled off, dried my hair, and went back into the bedroom. I grabbed some underpants out of my top drawer.

My top drawer.

It was no longer my top drawer. I was no longer welcome here.

I thought about Marj. She would tell me to stay, no matter what Talon had said.

Which was exactly why I wasn’t going to wake her. She had gotten in late last night from her cooking class. I’d heard her after midnight. Today was Saturday, and she would be sleeping in. I could pack up fairly quickly, call a cab, and go to Grand Junction. It would be a hefty fair, but I didn’t care.

I’d have to call Larry and quit my job. I actually liked the job, but I definitely had issues with Larry’s ethics, so I’d find a better job in Grand Junction. I’d find work with lawyers I respected. I would have liked to give Larry two weeks’ notice, but that wouldn’t be possible, and I couldn’t very well commute from Grand Junction without a car. The cab fare alone from here was going to take all of my spare cash.

I bit back more tears as I pulled all my underwear and socks out of my top drawer and walked over to my bed to set them down.

I gasped.

On my pillow sat one perfect red rose.

 

* * *

 

I had scarcely gotten settled in my hotel room when my cell phone rang. It was a number I didn’t recognize.

“Hello?”

Silence for a moment. Then, “Jade?”

The voice was familiar, so like my own. Even though I hadn’t heard it in years, I knew exactly who was on the other end of the line.

“Hello, Mother.”

“Jade, darling, how are you?”

Seriously? How did she think I was? And if she really cared, she would’ve asked a long time before now. But I was not in the mood to get into anything with her. After what I had been through with Talon at the ranch, I didn’t want any more drama. “I’m fine, Mother. How are you?”

“How nice of you to ask. Things are going well for me. I’m dating a wonderful new gentleman, and I’m going to write my memoirs. Can you believe it? Me, a writer.”

Yep, always about her. Classic Brooke Bailey. I say “fine,” and she gives me her life story.

“That sounds nice,” I said.

“I’m in town, darling. Nico—that’s my new beau—and I would love to take you to dinner.”

“You’re in Grand Junction?”

“Yes, isn’t that just a hoot?”

A hoot, indeed. “What are you doing here?”

“Nico is originally from Colorado, and he has family here. So we came for a short visit. You’ll have to tell me how to get to your ranch, though, and we’ll pick you up.”

“That’s not necessary, actually. I’m in Grand Junction now. I moved off the ranch.”

“You did? My goodness. Well, tell me where you are, and we’ll pick you up.”

And that was that. No questions about why I had left the ranch. No questions about what I was doing in Grand Junction. No questions about me at all. Did she know I’d passed the bar exam? Hell, did she even know I’d gone to law school?

“There’s no reason for you to pick me up. I have a car and I can come to you.” A lie, of course, but I didn’t want her to see me in the seedy hotel I had rented by the week until I could find an apartment. Not that she would care, but I had a little pride.

“That would be fabulous, darling. We’re at the Carlton Downtown Grand Junction. They have a marvelous restaurant here. I thought we could have some dinner and then an evening swim in the hotel pool. It’s such a gorgeous night. So don’t forget to bring your suit.”

I hadn’t even said I’d go yet. But hey, a girl had to eat. Since I was no longer getting free food at the Steel ranch, I’d much rather eat at a five-star restaurant than have a fast-food burger, which had been my plan. “All right, I’ll meet you at your hotel. What time?”

“How about six o’clock? That will give us time for some cocktails before dinner. I’m just dying to hear all about what you’re up to.”

She didn’t fool me for a minute. If she had any interest in what I’d been up to, she would’ve asked before now. I wasn’t sure what Brooke had up her sleeve, but it wasn’t any grand desire to see her long-lost daughter.

“Sure, Mother. That sounds great. I’ll see you at the Carlton at six.”

“Perfect, darling.” She made a kiss noise into the phone.

And I nearly threw up.

“Ta-ta. I’m so excited for you to meet Nico. Until then.”

I ended the call and flopped down in my bed. Just what I didn’t need. Whoever this Nico was, he would be footing the bill this evening. My mother’s second husband had drained her coffers dry with some investment scam. In fact, I wouldn’t be surprised if she tried to get money out of me. Not that I would give her any even if I had it.

But dinner with Queen Brooke would at least keep my mind off Talon. It was inevitable. Brooke would talk about herself all evening, I wouldn’t get a word in edgewise, and I wouldn’t have time to think about Talon.

 

* * *

 

Turned out, I was wrong. As Brooke droned on and on at dinner about this new opportunity and that new opportunity, I tuned her out quite easily, and Talon crept into my mind. I tried to erase him. Truly I did. But I could no longer hide from the truth.

I loved him.

I was in love with Talon Steel. All six-feet-three inches of screwed-up man. I didn’t delude myself into thinking he could ever love me back. He had too much baggage. I only wished I knew what it was so I could help him. But did he even want my help? He’d made it pretty clear he didn’t.

Jonah’s voice still haunted me. Don’t go snooping. It’s none of your business anyway, and you might not like what you find.

There was a riddle in those words, and also a warning. I could go digging myself, but where would I start? And here was the irony—had I stayed at my job with Larry at the city attorney’s office, I would’ve been an investigator. I would’ve had all his investigative tools at my disposal. I could’ve learned a lot in that job, whether or not I respected my boss.

But I’d had to leave. I couldn’t take any more of Talon and his drama. It had nearly destroyed me.

How could I have fallen in love with him?