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“Looks like we were destined to have dinner together, huh.”
As Daniel bit into the sandwich Lydia had cobbled together out of the remains of her last three nights of non-eating, she sipped her tea. It was funny how much he filled the house up. Even though he was just in the kitchen, it was as if he were in all the rooms at the same time.
“I think this is linner, actually.” When he cocked an eyebrow, she shrugged. “Lunch as dinner. Linner. Because let’s face it, it’s better than ‘dunch.’ ”
As Daniel’s mouth twitched, he lowered his head, like he didn’t want the smile to be seen. “Who knew, a whole new meal.”
“If you were having your pancakes and eggs and bacon right now, it’d be dinfast.”
“Brinner.”
“See, you totally get it.” She took another draw from her mug. “Is it too damp out there?”
“Tent’s waterproof.” He wiped his mouth with a napkin he’d taken out of the holder. “And before you ask, I’ll be gone at sunrise. There’ll be no sign I was ever there—”
“I want to ask you something.”
His eyes flashed up at her, but his face remained relaxed. Then again, she had to wonder if he had a speeding semi coming at him whether he’d even twitch. The man had the nervous system of an inanimate object.
And who’d have thought that would be something she’d ever envy.
“Hit me,” he said.
“And you can say no.”
“I realize this.” He took a drink of the milk he’d asked for. “So what have you got for me, Lydia Susi?”
“I want to go to the hotel site.”
Daniel paused in mid-chew. “Okay. And do what?”
“I don’t know. I just want to see what’s there.”
“If you got a pair of binoculars, you can do that from your porch at work.”
She moved her mug around in circles on the table with her forefinger. “I want to find evidence.”
“Of what.”
“Anything.” She gave up any semblance of calmness, and put her head in her hands. “I don’t know what I’m doing.”
“If you think trying to fool Eastwind over the deer stand shit was a party, try trespassing over on that hotel property. They’ll have security cameras everywhere, and guards, and—”
“I shouldn’t have brought it up—”
“Oh, I’m in.” As her head lifted, he nodded. “Call me Nancy Drew. But I will say that you need to be careful how far you take this. And you need to be prepared to get caught—”
“We can go in the veil.”
“What’s that?” He finished his last bite and wiped his mouth. “And check me out, I’m learning all kinds of things tonight. Linner. Dinfast. The veil.”
She flushed. “It’s the time right before dawn. When it’s mostly dark, but not completely so. That way, we won’t need flashlights to find our way. And if we wear dark clothing, we’ll be even harder to spot.”
“Okay. When are we going? What night?”
“I’ll come out to you at four-fifteen a.m.” It wasn’t like she was going to be sleeping. “We can—shoot. I don’t have my car, do I.”
The damn thing had been towed back to Paul’s Garage, and Candy had had to give her a ride home from work—after Lydia had spent what remained of the afternoon trying to play normal, and saying nothing about going to Peter’s.
As well as everything else that had happened.
“We’ll go on my bike.” Daniel got up and took his plate over to the sink. “I’m assuming you plan on parking somewhere off the property and hiking in?”
“Yes.”
As he put a little dishwashing soap on her sponge, she found herself watching his hands. They were big. Tanned. Calloused. A working man’s hands, nothing like Rick’s or Peter’s.
They were … sexy hands, actually.
“Well,” he prompted. “Have you?”
Lydia shook herself back to attention—but failed to reroute her eyes from the way the water traveled over his fingers while he rinsed the plate.
“I’m sorry?” she murmured.
“I asked if you’ve ever gone over there before?”
“I’ve thought about it. But … no.”
“So we have a plan.”
He put the dish in her rack, and the sight of it next to her soup mug seemed intimate. Like two people lying in bed.
“You have my number in your phone,” he said. “You can always call me. Meanwhile, I’ll be like a junkyard dog, guarding everything out there.”
She had to smile at that. “I feel like I’m cursing you with all this.”
“You’re not. I’m a grown-ass man. If I didn’t want to deal with it, I wouldn’t be on your property with my tent pitched and sleeping bag unrolled.”
“You’re very kind.”
He leaned back against the lip of the sink and crossed his arms over his massive chest. “I’m not sure that’s the word.”
“Then what would you suggest?”
“I don’t know.”
Getting to her feet, she was done pretending she was drinking her lukewarm Earl Grey. “Maybe it’ll come to you.”
As she tried to head for the sink, he stayed where he was … so she ended up stopping in front of him.
And that was when the change in the air happened.
When he didn’t move and neither did she, the world condensed into the charged space between their bodies, a shimmering electricity flaring. Sizzling. Heating.
“Here,” he murmured. “Give me that and I’ll wash it for you.”
Lydia had no idea what he’d said. But when he put out his hand, she placed her mug in his palm—and didn’t let it go.
“What else do you want me to do for you?” he asked in a low voice.
“Nothing.”
“Liar.” But there was no censure in his tone. “Tell me what you want, Lydia. It’s just the two of us here. Behind drawn curtains. No eyes upon anything.”
Her voice deepened as well, a husky note threading through her words. “You make it sound like if there are no witnesses, the tree makes no sound when it falls.”
“Impossible question to answer, isn’t it.”
“Still hits the ground hard, though.”
“I can’t disagree with that.”
What are you doing? Lydia asked herself as she stared into his eyes.
“Just so you know, Lydia, I don’t overthink things.” He reached up and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. “I take them as they come. Sometimes, that’s the only way to be free on this earth.”
“I’m not right in the head.”
“Who is?” he whispered as he leaned down and put his mouth right by her ear. “Life is short. We need to do what we can to live while we’re here.”
God, the smell of him.
Lydia breathed in. And then didn’t want to exhale. The fact that she wanted something of him inside of her, even if it was only his scent, seemed crazy.
“I’m not like this,” she protested.