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"Would you be sure someone gets me right away if Stark changes at all?" Aphrodite asked before he closed the door.
"Aye," the warrior said in a surprisingly gentle voice before leaving them alone.
Aphrodite turned to Darius. "Do you think my mouth gets me into trouble?"
Her Warrior's brows went up. "Of course I do."
She frowned at him. "Okay, look, I'm not kidding."
"Neither am I."
"Why? Because I say what I mean?"
"No, my beauty, because you do use your words like a dagger, and a drawn dagger often causes trouble."
She snorted and sat on the huge, four-poster bed. "If I sound like a dagger, then why the hell do you like me?"
Darius sat beside her and took her hand. "Have you forgotten that a throwing dagger is my favorite weapon?"
Aphrodite met his eyes, feeling suddenly vulnerable despite his gentle tone. "Seriously. I'm a bitch. You shouldn't like me. I don't think most people do."
"The people who know you like you. The real you. And what I feel for you goes beyond liking you. I love you, Aphrodite. I love your strength, your sense of humor, the depth of caring you show your friends. And I love that which was broken inside you and is only now beginning to heal."
Aphrodite kept meeting his gaze though she was blinking hard to fight back tears. "All that makes me a terrible bitch."
"All that makes you who you are." He raised her hand to his lips, kissed it gently, and then said, "It also makes you strong enough to figure out how to help Stark."
"But I don't know how!"
"You used your gift to sense Zoey's absence, as well as Kalona's. Can you not use the same road you followed before to sense Stark?"
"All I was doing with them was seeing if their souls were inside their bodies or not. We already know Stark's is gone."
"Then you shouldn't have to touch him as you did the other two."
Aphrodite sighed. "The same road, huh?"
"Yes."
She looked up at him, gripping his hand tighter. "You really think I can do it?"
"I believe there is little you cannot do once you set your mind to it, my beauty."
Aphrodite nodded, squeezed his hand before letting go. She unzipped her black leather stiletto boots and scooted back on the bed, resting against the mound of down pillows.
"Protect me while I'm gone?" she asked her Warrior.
"Always," Darius said.
He moved to stand beside the bed, reminding Aphrodite very much of the way Seoras stood beside his queen's throne. Pulling strength from the knowledge that her heart and her body would always be safe with Darius, she closed her eyes and willed herself to relax. Then she drew three deep, cleansing breaths and focused her thoughts on her goddess.
Nyx, it's me. Aphrodite. Your Prophetess. She almost added "at least that's what everyone's calling me," but stopped herself. Taking another deep breath, Aphrodite continued: I'm asking for your help.
You already know I'm not real sure how this Prophetess stuff works, so it won't surprise you to hear that I don't know how to use the gift you've given me to help Stark - but he does need my help. I mean, the guy's being sliced up in one world and flailing around trying to use poetry and an old guy's confusing words to help Z, in another. Just between us, sometimes I think Stark's more muscle and admittedly good hair than brains. Clearly, he needs help, and for Zoey's sake, I want to give it to him. So, please, Nyx, show me how to help.
Give yourself to me, daughter.
Nyx's voice in her mind was like the fluttering of a diaphanous silk curtain, transparent, ethereal, and beautiful beyond belief.
Yes! Aphrodite's response was instantaneous. She opened herself heart, soul, and mind to her Goddess.
And suddenly she was the breeze drifting along the delicate line of Nyx's voice, soaring up and away.
Behold my realm.
Aphrodite's spirit flew over Nyx's Otherworld. It was almost indescribably lovely, with endless variations of green, brilliant flowers that swayed as if to music, and sparkling lakes. Aphrodite thought she caught sight of wild horses and the many-colored flash of peacocks in flight.
And all throughout the realm, spirits flickered in and out of view, dancing, laughing, and loving.
"This is where we go when we die?" Aphrodite asked, awestruck.
Sometimes.
"What sometimes? You mean if we're good?" Aphrodite had a sinking feeling that if being good was the criterion for getting to this place, she would probably never make it.