Calm and patient Remy was now a jealous, angry, lovesick, pussy-whipped moron. Fucking lovely. The rational side of him said to walk away from this immediately. He didn’t need this kind of competition. There was no way he’d have a chance with a woman who was so obviously in love with another man, no matter how douchey that man was.

Yet the jealous, angry, lovesick, pussy-whipped side of him said to persevere. Her relationship with that hick was doomed. It’d been over for years. So she’d come back and shacked up with him. So what? That didn’t mean anything. It wasn’t like she’d been jumping his bones for months.

Daniel. Now there was a fucker that had been touching her for months and months. Maybe even years. He still hadn’t sorted that deceiving fucker out, but it was only a matter of time before he broke a few bones. With the homicidal urges he was experiencing currently at just the mere thought, he figured it was best to wait awhile. Reacting on impulse wasn’t something he did. Until her, of course. Besides, Daniel was protected by his father, and his father was the damn best crooked lawyer around. He didn’t want to step on those toes… too badly.

“Can I ask you something?” came her little voice beside him.

Like last night, she looked hesitant again. Was he that intimidating? It didn’t help he was wearing a frown, but it was aimed at the dumb red-head in the movie who’d just cheated on her boyfriend with a surfer bum.

“Ask away,” he replied.

“You said you were keeping track of me. Why didn’t you let me know when my mom passed away?”

Ah, fuck. Honesty would ruin everything right now. The girl was emotional, and rightfully so, but if she knew the answer to that it would put a damper on the entire weekend. She’d learn the truth to that one eventually, but right now it wasn’t going to happen.

“Wasn’t around at the time,” he said, feeling like the world’s biggest asshole. “Nobody but me knew where you were.”

She stared at him for a long moment, and he figured she’d caught him in the lie. It was a damn shit lie. He made sure to keep his eyes steady with hers, no back and forth movement that might indicate he was the lying asshole that he was.

She finally nodded and returned to the movie. Her hands clasped together in her lap and her thumbs circled about one another. She was thinking. Fuck, that girl was always thinking. At the moment, her glum look was making him feel like shit.

Then she opened her mouth again, paused a few seconds, and said, “Did you know her well?”

Oh, he knew Joanne well, too well actually. But he answered with, “I guess.”

“She was close to your sister.” Now that came out like a statement, not a question.

He shrugged passively. “They were close, yeah.”

“Your sister texted me last night and said when she was back in town we could chat about my mom and I’d be able to find out what I wanted to know.”

Remy gritted his teeth. Fucking Rita. Always a nosy little wench that didn’t know how to keep her fat fucking mouth shut. That meeting wouldn’t go well, but again, Sara didn’t have to know that.

“I see,” was his tight reply.

“Is that alright?”

He crossed his arms and looked over at her. “Rita… She’s not a daisy. She’s the shoe that stomps on daisies. You, Birdy, are a daisy. And she’ll stomp on you in a heartbeat.”

Confusion clouded her face. “Why?”

“Rita’s a bitch,” he casually stated. “Not a little bit of a bitch either. She’s a full-blown, psychotic, raving bitch.”

Sara’s eyes widened. More thinking. Then, “Why would Mom enjoy being around a bitch?”

Because Joanne was the biggest bitch of them all, he thought. “I’m not sure,” he responded with instead.

She finally stopped talking about it, and Remy relaxed significantly. He hated keeping her in the dark, but he didn’t want the time with her to be tainted with bad news.

Instead of watching the movie, he watched her. It was a hell of a lot better of a view than the shit she was currently staring at. Every time he looked at her lips, his heart surged with adrenaline. She had the plumpest, kissable lips he’d ever seen – naturally, anyway. There was something so soft about her appearance; she radiated innocence and vulnerability, but he knew better. There was something edgy about her, too. It was in those eyes, betraying her soft features, gripped with a kind of roguish darkness he wasn’t sure he could trust.

She looked back at him too, but he doubted she was admiring him. Sara was the observant, quiet type. When he’d visited her – without her knowledge, sure, but that was neither here nor there – she was always off on her own, studying the world around her. That same deep gaze was directed at him. She was trying to figure him out and, for the first time in eons, he was hoping she’d like what she’d find.

He had this one opportunity, and he wanted her to want him.

No.

He would make her want him.

It was not lost to him how fucked in the head he was. Rita had told him so many times before that the level of obsession he’d developed for a girl he barely knew was unhealthy. But he did know her. He’d been in and out of her life for years, watching her grow and change right before his eyes. So what if it was unhealthy? So what if he manipulated her and changed her world around so it revolved around him? So what if he had obvious mental issues from his fucked up past? So what if he was a selfish fucking bastard that did horrible things to get to her? At the end of the day she was here, in his bunker, and she wasn’t going to get away.

He never said he was a good guy.

Jaxon

She just vanished.

The days passed by.

Then a week.

Then two.

Then three.

By the fourth, he was on the verge of losing his sanity. Where would that cocksucker have taken her? He was hardly around the Jackal compound. Jaxon knew he was spending every moment he could with her.

“He’s a fucking ninja,” Damien said after coming back from another scope around the clubhouse. “The guy knows from a mile away if someone’s watching. It’s actually very impressive.”

Jaxon stared daggers into Damien’s enthralled face. “Then we have to find another way.”

Damien stood with his back against the bar. The bruises around his face and head had practically disappeared, but there were still healing scrapes all over his arms.