I responded with frantic kisses, pulling his tongue into my mouth, wanting the taste and feel of him all over me. Hardy gave a short, sharp pant, as if taken unawares by my response. He gripped my head in his hand and his mouth worked over mine, hungry and sweet.

In a matter of seconds we were at the lobby. The doors opened with an annoying beep. Hardy pulled away and tugged me out of the elevator, into the shining black marble lobby. I was sure we looked like a pair of swamp creatures as we went past the concierge desk to the main residential elevator.

David, the concierge, gaped as he saw us. "Miss Travis? My Lord, what happened?"

"I had a little . . . sort of, well . . . accident at Buffalo Tower," I said sheepishly. "Mr. Cates helped me out."

"Is there anything I can do?"

"No, we're both fine." I gave David a meaningful look. "And there is really no need to tell anyone in my family about this."

"Yes, Miss Travis," he said, a little too quickly. And as we went to the residential elevator, I saw him pick up his phone and start to dial.

"He's calling my brother Jack," I said, trudging into the open elevator. "I don't feel like talking to anyone, especially not my nosy, interfering — "

But Hardy was kissing me again, this time bracing his hands on the wall on either side of me as if I were too dangerous to be touched. The hot openmouthed kiss went on and on, and the pleasure of it was overpowering. I reached up and let my hands follow the thick slope of his shoulders, the muscles bunched and rigid.

I was dimly amazed by the effect of my hands on him, the way his mouth locked on mine as if he were desperately feasting on something that might be taken away. He was aroused, and I actually wanted to touch him there, put my hand on that heavy bulge. My trembling fingers slid over the flat reach of his stomach, crossing the warm metal buckle of his belt. But the elevator stopped, and Hardy gripped my wrist, tugging it back.

His eyes were a hot, soft blue, his color high as if with fever. He gave a shake of his head to clear it, and pulled me from the elevator. We were at the eighteenth floor. His apartment. I went with him willingly, waiting at the door as he entered the combination. He misdialed, causing it to beep indignantly. I bit back a grin as he swore. He gave me a wry glance and tried again, and the door opened.

Taking me by the hand as if I were a small child, Hardy led me to the shower. "Take your time," he said. "I'll use the other bathroom. There's a robe on the back of the door. I'll fetch some clothes from your apartment later."

No shower had ever been as good as that one. I doubted any future ones would even come close. I turned the water temperature up to near-scalding, groaning with pleasure as it rushed over my cold, aching limbs. I washed and rinsed my body and shampooed my hair three times.

Hardy's robe was too big for me, trailing the floor by at least a half-foot. I wrapped myself in it, in the scent that was now becoming familiar. I tied the belt tightly, rolled the sleeves up several times, and looked at myself in the steam-slicked mirror. My hair had sprung up in curls. Since there were no styling tools other than a brush or comb, there was no help for that.

I would have expected to feel drained after what I'd experienced, but instead I felt alive, overstimulated, the soft terry of the robe abrasive on my tender skin. Wandering to the main room, I saw Hardy dressed in jeans and a white T-shirt, his hair still wet from his shower. He was standing at the table, pulling sandwiches and containers of soup from a paper bag.

His gaze took inventory of me from head to toe. "I had the restaurant send up some food," he said.

"Thank you. I'm starving I don't think I've ever been this hungry."

"That happens sometimes after a trauma. Whenever there was a problem on the rig — an accident or a fire — we all ate like wolves afterward."

"A rig fire would be scary," I said. "How do they start?"

"Oh, blowouts, leaks . . . " He grinned as he added, "Welders . . . " He finished setting out the food. "You start eating. I'll run down to your apartment and get some clothes for you, if you'll tell me the combo."

"Please stay. I can wait for a while. This robe is comfortable."

"Okay." Hardy pulled out a chair for me. As I sat, I glanced at the television, which was showing the local news. I nearly fell off the chair as the anchorwoman said, ". . . and now more on the flooding. We've just learned that earlier this evening an unidentified woman was pulled from a flooded elevator in Buffalo Tower. According to security personnel on the scene, rising water in the lower level of the garage caused the elevator malfunction. Building employees said the woman seemed to be in good condition after the rescue and did not require medical treatment. We'll let you know more on this story as it develops . . . "

The phone rang, and Hardy glanced at the caller ID. "It's your brother Jack. I've already talked to him and told him you're okay. But he wants to hear it from you."

Oh, hell, I thought. Jack must have been just thrilled to find out I was with Hardy.

I took the phone from him and pressed the talk button. "Hi, Jack," I said in a cheerful tone.

"The thing you never want your sister to be," my brother informed me, "is an unidentified woman on the news. Bad things happen to unidentified women."

"I'm fine," I told him, smiling. "Just got a little wet and dirty, that's all."

"You may think you're okay, but you're probably still in shock. You may have injuries you're not even aware of. Why the hell didn't Cates take you to a doctor?"

My smile disappeared. "Because I'm fine. And I'm not in shock."

"I'm coming to get you. You're staying at my apartment tonight."

"No way. I've seen your apartment, Jack. It's a pit. It's so bad my immune system grows stronger every time I visit you."

Jack didn't laugh. "You're not going to stay with Cates after you've been through something this traumatic — "

"Remember our talk about boundaries, Jack?"

"Fuck boundaries. Why did you call him when you've got two brothers who work just a few blocks away from Buffalo Tower? Gage or I could have handled everything just fine."

"I don't know why I called him, I — " I darted an uncomfortable glance at Hardy. He gave me an unfathomable look and went to the kitchen. "Jack, I'll see you tomorrow. Do not come over here."

"I told Cates if he touches you, he's a dead man walking."

"Jack," I muttered, "I'm hanging up now."

"Wait." He paused, and his tone became cajoling. "Let me come and get you, Haven. You're my baby sis — "

"No. Good night."

I hung up as the sound of swearing came through the receiver. Hardy returned to the table, bringing me a glass filled with ice and fizzing liquid.

"Thanks," I said. "Dr Pepper?"

"Yes. With some lemon juice and a splash of Jack Daniel's. I thought it might help steady your nerves."

I gave him a quizzical glance. "My nerves are okay."

"Maybe. But you still look a little strung out."

It was delicious. I drank a few sweet, tart gulps, until Hardy touched my hand. "Whoa, there. Sip it slowly, honey."

There was a pause in the conversation as we ate vegetable soup and sandwiches. I finished the drink and exhaled slowly, feeling better. "May I have another?" I asked, nudging the empty glass toward him.

"In a few minutes. Jack Daniel's has a way of sneaking up on you.

I turned sideways to face him, hooking my elbow over the back of my chair. "There's no need to treat me like I'm a teenager. I'm a big girl, Hardy."

Hardy shook his head slowly, his gaze holding mine. "I know that. But in some ways you're still . . . innocent."

"Why do you think that?"

His reply was soft. "Because of the way you handle certain situations."

I felt a wash of heat over my face as I wondered if he was referring to how I had behaved in the stairwell. "Hardy — " I swallowed hard. "About last night — "

"Wait." He touched my arm as it lay on the table, his fingers gently tracing the tiny lattice of veins on the inside of my wrist. "Before we get to that, tell me something. Why did you call me instead of your brothers? I'm glad as hell you did. But I'd like to know why."

The heat went everywhere then, spreading over the na*ed skin beneath the robe. I was suffused with uneasiness and excitement, wondering bow far I would dare to go with him, what he'd do if I told him the truth. "I didn't really think about it. I just . . . wanted you."

His fingers moved in a lazy, warm stroke from wrist to elbow, and back again. "Last night," I heard him murmur, "you were right to push me away. The first time shouldn't be in a place like that. You were right to call it off, but the way you did it — "

"I'm sorry," I said earnestly. "I'm really — "

"No, don't be sorry." He took my hand in his and began to play with my fingers. "I thought about it later after I'd cooled down a little. And I thought you might not have reacted like that unless you'd had some kind of . . . bedroom problems . . . with your husband." He looked at me, those blue eyes taking in every nuance of my expression.

"Bedroom problems" was putting it mildly, I thought. I floundered in silence, wanting more than anything to open up to him.

"Was he really your first?" Hardy prompted. "That's pretty unusual, this day and age."

I nodded. "I think," I managed to say, "in a weird way, I was trying to please my mother. Even after she was gone. I felt she would have wanted me to wait, she would have told me nice girls didn't sleep around. And I had so much to make up to her for. I was never the kind of daughter she wanted — or the one Dad wanted either. I felt I owed it to her, to try and be good." I had never admitted that to anyone before. "Later I realized that if I wanted to sleep with someone, it was my own business."

"So you chose Nick."

"Yeah." My lips quirked. "Not a great idea, as it turned out. He was impossible to please."

"I'm easy to please." He was still toying with my fingers.

"Good," I said unsteadily, "because I'm pretty sure I don't know how to do it right."

All movement stopped. Hardy looked up from my hand, his eyes bright with hunger. Heat. "I wouldn't — " He had to pause to take an extra breath. His voice was raspy. "I wouldn't have any worries on that account, honey."

I couldn't look away from him. I thought of being under him, his body inside mine, and my heart started thrashing. I needed to slow it down. "I'd like another Jack Daniel's, please," I managed to say. "This time no Dr Pepper."

Hardy let go of my hand, still staring at me. Without a word, he went to the kitchen and brought back two shot glasses and the bottle with its distinctive black label. He poured the shots in a businesslike manner, as if we were settling down for a game of poker.

Hardy tossed his shot back, while I sipped mine, letting the smooth, slightly sweet liquid warm the surface of my lips. We were sitting very close. The robe had parted to reveal my bare knees, and I saw him glance down at them. As his head bent, the light rippled over his dark brown hair. I couldn't stand it anymore, I had to touch him. I let my fingers brush over the side of his head, playing in the silky close-trimmed locks. One of his hands closed over my knee, engulfing it in warmth.

His face lifted and I touched his jaw, the masculine scrape of bristle, laying my fingers against the softness of his lips. I explored the bold shape of his nose, one fingertip drifting to the tantalizing crook at the bridge. "You said you'd tell me someday," I said. "How you broke it."

Hardy didn't want to talk about that. I could tell by the look in his eyes. Except that I had risked alot by confiding in him, by being honest, and he wasn't going to back down from that. So he gave me a short nod and poured himself another shot, and to my regret, removed his hand from my knee.

After a long pause, he said flatly, "My dad broke it. He was a drinker. Drunk or sober, I think the only time he ever felt good was when he was hurting someone. He cut out on the family when I was still young. I wish to hell he'd stayed away for good. But he came back now and then, whenever he wasn't in jail. He would beat the hell out of Mama, knock her up, and light out again with every cent he could steal from her."

He shook his head, his gaze distant. "My mother's a tall woman, but there's not much to her. A strong wind could knock her over. I knew he'd kill her someday. One of the times he came back, I was about eleven — I told him don't even try, he wasn't going near her. I don't remember what happened next, only that I woke up on the floor feeling like I'd been stomped by a rodeo bull. And my nose was broken. Mama was beat up nearly as bad as I was. She told me never to go against Dad again. She said trying to fight back only made him mad. It was easier on her if we just let him have his way, and then he'd be gone."

"Why didn't anyone stop him? Why didn't she divorce him, or get a restraining order or something?"

"A restraining order only works if you handcuff yourself to a cop. And my mother thought it best to take her problems to her church. They convinced her not to divorce him. They said it was her special mission to save his soul. According to the minister, we should all make it a matter of prayer, that Dad's heart would turn, that he'd see the light and be saved." Hardy smiled grimly. "If I'd had any hopes of being a religious man, they disappeared after that."

I was floored by the revelation that Hardy had been the victim of domestic violence too. But in a worse way than I had, because he'd only been a child, I restrained my voice to a careful monotone as I asked, "So what happened to your dad?"

"He came back a couple of years after that. I was a lot bigger then. I stood at the door of the trailer and wouldn't let him come in. Mama kept trying to pull me aside, but I wouldn't budge. He — " Hardy stopped and rubbed his mouth and jaw slowly, and wouldn't look at me. I was filled with the electrifying awareness that he had been about to tell me something he'd never told anyone before.

"Go on," I whispered.

"He came after me with a knife. Caught me in the side with it. I twisted his arm and made him drop the knife, and then I beat him until he promised to clear out of there. He never came back. He's in prison now." His face was taut. "Worst part about it was, Mama wouldn't talk to me for two days after."