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"What?" she asked softly. "You thought what?"

He met her eyes again. "I thought it was me you hated. Me you were so angry at. I heard you, too. You told the Sword Master tainted, unredeemable Darkness lurked outside. You were looking straight at me when you said it." Stevie Rae nodded. "Yeah, I saw you, and I knew if I didn't say somethin' to get Dragon and Damien outta there, they were gonna see you, too."

"Then you were not talking about me?"

It was Stevie Rae's turn to hesitate. She sighed. "I was seriously pissed and scared and upset. I wasn't thinkin' 'bout my words. I was just reacting 'cause I was freaked." She paused again and then added, "I didn't mean nothin' against you, but Rephaim, I do need to know what's goin' on with Kalona and Neferet."

Rephaim turned and walked slowly to the edge of the rooftop. She followed him and stood beside him as they stared out at the quiet night.

"It's almost dawn," Rephaim said.

Stevie Rae shrugged. "I got about half an hour before the sun rises. It'll only take ten minutes or so to get back to the school." "You should leave now and not take any chances.

The sun can cause you too much damage, even with my blood inside you."

"I know. I'll go pretty soon." Stevie Rae sighed.

"So, you're not gonna tell me what's up with your daddy, are you?"

He turned to look at her again. "What would you think of me if you knew I betrayed my father?"

"He's not a good guy, Rephaim. He's not worth your protection."

"But he is my father," Rephaim said.

Stevie Rae thought Rephaim sounded exhausted. She wanted to take his hand, to tell him it'd be okay. But she couldn't. How the heck was it going to be okay with him on one side and her on the other? "I can't fight against that," she finally said. "You're gonna have to come to terms with what Kalona is and isn't yourself. But you need to understand that I have to keep my people safe, and I know he's workin' right beside Neferet, no matter what she says."

"My father is bound to her!" Rephaim blurted.

"What do you mean?"

"He didn't kill Zoey, so he didn't fulfill his oath to Neferet, and now the Tsi Sgili holds dominion over his immortal soul."

"Oh, great! So Kalona is like a loaded gun Neferet is holding."

Rephaim shook his head. "He should be, but my father does not serve others well. He chafes uneasily under her command. I believe the analogy would be more accurate if you said that Father is like a misfiring loaded gun Neferet is holding."

"You're gonna have to be more specific than that. Give me an example-- what do you mean?" She tried to keep the excitement from her voice, but by the way his eyes closed off from her, Stevie Rae knew she'd been unsuccessful.

"I will not betray him."

"Okay, fine. I get that. But does that mean you can't help me?"

Rephaim stared at her silently so long she thought he wasn't going to answer, and she was trying to formulate another question in her head when he finally said, "I want to help you, and I will as long as it doesn't mean betraying my father."

"That's a lot like the first deal you and I made, and that didn't end up so bad, did it?" she asked, smiling up at him.

"No, not so bad."

"And, really, aren't we all basically against Neferet?"

"I am," he said firmly. "And your daddy?"

"He wants to be rid of her control."

"Well, that's practically the same thing as bein' on our side."

"I can't be on your side, Stevie Rae. You have to remember that."

"So you'd fight against me?" She met his gaze squarely.

"I could not hurt you."

"Well, then--"

"No," he interrupted. "Not being able to hurt you is different than fighting for you."

"You'd fight for me. You already have." Rephaim grabbed her hand, squeezing it as if through touch he could make her understand him.

"I've never fought my father for you."

"Rephaim, do you remember that boy we saw in the fountain?" She changed his grip on her hand and threaded her fingers with his. He didn't speak. He only nodded.

"You know he's inside you, don't you?"

Again, Rephaim nodded, this time slowly and hesitantly.

"That boy inside you is your mama's son. Not Kalona's. Don't forget about her. And don't forget about that boy and what he'd fight for, too. Okay?"