Neferet squarely in her cold, emerald eyes. "Not to be mean or anything, Neferet, but I don't want what you're offering. I can't help you. You and I, well, we're not on the same side." He started to climb down the ladder. "Stay where you are!"He didn't know how, but Neferet's words commanded his body. It felt like he was suddenly wrapped tightly, frozen in place by an invisible cage of ice. "You impudent boy! You actually think you can defy me?"

Kiss me goodbye

I'm defying gravity ...

"Yes," he said as Kurt's voice rang around him. "Because I'm on Nyx's side, not yours. So just let me go, Neferet. I really won't help you."

"That is where you're wrong, you incorruptible innocent. You've just proven that you're going to help me very, very much." Neferet lifted her hands, making a sifting movement in the air around her. "As I promised, here he is."

Jack had no idea who Neferet was talking to, but her words made his skin crawl. Helplessly, he watched her leave the shadows of the tree. She appeared to glide away from him and toward the sidewalk that would take her to the main House of Night building. With an oddly detached observation he realized her movements were more reptile than human.

For an instant he thought she really was leaving-- thought he was safe. But when she reached the sidewalk she looked back at him, and she shook her head, laughing softly. "You've made this almost too easy for me, boy, with your honorable refusal of my offer." She made a throwing motion at the sword. Wide-eyed, Jack was sure he saw something black wrap around the hilt. The sword turned, turned, turned, until the upraised point was aimed directly at him.

"There is your sacrifice. He is one I have been unable to taint. Take him, and my debt to your Master has been fulfilled, but wait until the clock chimes twelve. Hold him until then." Without another look at Jack, Neferet slithered out of his sight and into the building.

It seemed a long time before midnight came, before the school clock began chiming, even though Jack closed his mind to the cold, invisible chains that bound him. He was glad he'd put "Defying Gravity" on a loop. It comforted him to hear Kurt and Rachel singing about overcoming fear. When the clock began chiming, Jack knew what was going to happen. He knew he couldn't stop it-- knew his fate couldn't be changed. Instead of pointless struggle, last-minute regrets, useless tears, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then-- joyously--joined Rachel and Kurt in the chorus:

I'd sooner buy

Defying gravity

Kiss me goodbye

I'm defying gravity

I think I'll try

Defying gravity

And you won't bring me down!

Jack's sweet tenor was ringing through the branches of the shattered oak when Neferet's lingering, waiting magic hurled him off the top of the ladder. He fell gruesomely, horribly, onto the waiting claymore, but as the blade pierced his neck, before pain and death and Darkness could touch him, his spirit exploded from his body.

He opened his eyes to find himself standing in an amazing meadow at the base of a tree that looked exactly like the one Kalona had shattered, only this tree was whole and green, and beside it was a woman dressed in glowing silver robes. She was so lovely Jack thought he could stare at her forever. He knew her instantly. He'd always known her.

"Hello, Nyx," he said softly.

The Goddess smiled. "Hello, Jack."

"I'm dead, aren't I?"

Nyx's smile didn't waver. "You are, my wonderful, loving, untaintable child."

Jack hesitated, then said, "It doesn't seem so bad, this being dead thing."

"You'll find it isn't."

"I'll miss Damien." "You'll be with him again. Some souls find each other again and again. Yours will; you have my oath on it."

"Did I do okay back there?"

"You were perfect, my son." Then Nyx, the Goddess of Night, opened her arms and enfolded Jack, and with her touch the last remnants of mortal pain and sadness and loss dissolved from his spirit, leaving love--only and always, love. And Jack knew perfect happiness.

Chapter Seven

Rephaim

The moment before his father appeared the consistency of the air changed.

He'd known Father had returned from the Otherworld the instant it had happened. How could he not have known it? He'd been with Stevie Rae. She'd felt Zoey become whole again just as the knowledge of his father had come to him. Stevie Rae ... It had been less than a fortnight since he'd been in her presence, spoken with her, touched her, but it seemed that their time together had been an eternity ago.