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“I’m not sure went wrong,” her mom said. “What went wrong, I mean.”
There was a click as the receiver was replaced.
“Would you like me to make you something to eat, Elle?”
“Um . . .” Elle looked away from the clutter. “Yes. Please.”
“Okay, then. Let’s see what we have.”
Memories of the way things had been before surged, and Elle recalled delicious sandwiches whipped up on the fly, and fancy dinners that took hours to prepare, and homemade bread and handmade ice cream and cookies that were from that gingersnap recipe from two generations back.
“Oh. I was supposed to go grocery shopping today.”
Elle glanced over. The refrigerator had a bottle of ketchup in its door, a mostly empty thing of ranch dressing on its top shelf, and seven bottles of white wine stacked on their sides like cordwood on the bottom.
Her mom shut the fridge and began opening cupboards.
“It’s okay, Mom. I’m actually not hungry. I forgot that I already had breakfast.”
“Oh. Okay.”
Her mom came over, pulled out the other chair, and sat down. “So how’s school going?”
“Good.”
“Are you ready for Christmas break?”
Elle fiddled with her parka sleeve. Then decided she was hot and took the Patagonia thing off. “I guess so.”
“I’m looking forward to having you girls with me for a week. We’ll have so much fun. It’ll be a sleepover.”
Elle glanced toward the bedroom. “Ah . . .”
Her mother’s chair made a squeak on the bare floor as she stood back up and went across the apartment.
“It will be so much fun.” She closed the door. “I can’t wait.”
As their eyes met, Elle nodded. “Sure. Me, too.”
“Unless you want to stay at your dad’s during the nights? Maybe you’d rather sleep in your own beds. You could just come for a couple of visits.”
“Okay. If that’s easier.”
“Really, it’s what you girls want. But we can have fun for a couple of afternoons.”
“Okay.”
Her mom sat down again and smiled. “Perfect. I’m so looking forward to it.”
Elle stared at her hands. As she tried to think of something to say, she realized she had come over here with questions to ask, questions about things that were really none of her business. Yet the divorce, though it had been between two people legally, had affected four lives, hadn’t it.
“I guess I better go back.”
“You’re so grown up now, driving everywhere.”
“Actually, I came on cross-country skis.”
As she pointed over her shoulder to the door—like either one of them had X-ray vision—her mom smiled in a vacant way. “Out for some exercise, then. You know, you should take up running, you were always good at it as a child.”
“I’m on the track team, remember?”
“Oh, yes, of course. How silly of me.”
Elle cleared her throat. “Do you—there was a snowstorm last night. Did you notice?”
“Was there?”
“The roads are really backed up. With snow.”
Her mom smiled some more. “Oh. Well, I’m glad you have those skis, then.”
“Yes. I’m glad I have them, too.” Elle stood up and put her parka back on. “Okay. Well. Call me if you need anything?”
Holding her arms up, her mom stayed seated. “Hugs, Bug. Hugs for Bug.”
Swallowing hard, Elle went over. As she leaned down, she realized that her mother had put her turtleneck on backwards, the outline of the tag that was stitched on the underside right in front.
“Bye, Mom,” Elle said roughly.
“Tell Terrie I love her, too.”
“Okay. I will.”
Straightening, Elle went over to the door and shoved her feet back in the square-toed shoes. Then she fumbled with the knob.
“Drive carefully out there,” her mom said from the table, her eyes focused somewhere in the middle ground between them.
“I will, Mom,” Elle murmured as she stepped out and let go of the door.
The metal panel slammed shut. And for a moment, she stood there and looked out at the snow-packed parking lot, the cars all covered with powdered sugar, the gouges from a plow’s effort ruining the soft undulations of what had fallen during the night and been blown into drifts by the wind.
In her pocket, her phone started to vibrate, and when she went to get it, she found that she had put her gloves back on, zipped up her parka, and returned her hat to her head. When had all that happened, she wondered.
Biting off her glove, she got her phone out.
The name on the call was three letters long. “DAD.”
She let it go to voice mail, picked up the poles and skis, and started down the stairs. When she got to the bottom, she dropped the Rossignols and glanced around, blinking at the brilliant light. One by one, she clipped in the tips of her shoes. And then she started off, following the path she had made on the trip in, her breath leaving her mouth and drifting over her shoulder in puffs.
It used to be easy to go home, she thought.
Then again, a lot of things had been easier.
Qhuinn had a spring in his step as he came through the training center’s office. Night had fallen, First Meal was through, and he was off rotation. The storm had passed, the damage to the house had been repaired, and everybody was safe.
He’d also gotten no sleep during the day. For the very best reasons.
He and Blay had spent the daylight hours getting very naked up in their bedroom. It was amazing how many positions there were, and how many different places you could get it on: In the bed, of course. In the tub. The shower. The walk-in closet—which had been a surprise. Who knew that rug burns could be such a trophy?
He was walking funny from them. And wasn’t that awesome.
Out in the corridor, he went by the weight room, and when he heard music banging, he leaned inside. “You’re a fucking beast, Hollywood.”
Across the floor mats and through the thickets of lifting machines, a shirtless Rhage was in the middle of a set of chin-ups on the bar, and with every upand-down the brother did, that tattoo of a dragon across his back moved and seethed along with his flexing muscles.
“You know it,” the brother gritted out.
With a wave, Qhuinn kept going. Down past the exam rooms and the OR, he stopped at the last door that was part of the clinic area. Tugging his sweatshirt into proper place over his Adidas training pants, he made sure his hair was not completely crazy.
Although no amount of brushing was going to hide the fact that part of it was the color of Violet Beauregarde.
Not that it mattered to Luchas. Still, old family habits died hard, even when they weren’t necessary anymore.
Knocking with his knuckles, he then pushed his way in. “Luchas, my man, how are—”
Qhuinn paused. No one was in the patient room. But at least the wheelchair was parked in the corner. So the male was using his cane as he’d been told to.
“Good,” Qhuinn murmured. Then louder, “Luchas, you in the loo?”
The door over there was closed, but there was no shower running. No sink, either. Content to wait, Qhuinn sat down in his brother’s reading chair and chilled, taking out his phone. After checking his email, he looked to the bathroom.
“Luchas? You okay in there?”
Getting to his feet, he put his phone away and walked to the door. Leaning into the panel, he listened. “Luchas?”
When he knocked and there was no answer, his throat closed up. “I’m coming in, Luchas—”
As he pushed his way inside, the motion-activated lights came on. No one was there, either: The bathtub was dry. The towels were folded precisely on the rods. The toothbrush, toothpaste, and shaving accoutrements were all orderly around the sink. A surge of paranoia made him open the shower stall’s frosted door. Just in case. But there was no blood from a cracked-open head. No body, either.
Just as he started to worry, he exhaled in relief and felt like a fucking fool.
Heading back out into the corridor, he pushed his hands into his track bottoms and whistled a tune as he backtracked his route. Rhage was still doing chinups as he went by the weight room, and he said hi to Manny as the surgeon came in through the office.
The pool was Luchas’s favorite place to go. Made sense. Given the extent of his physical issues, the buoyancy must feel nice, and the way he could move in water was no doubt so much easier than anything for him on land. The amputation of part of his leg had been necessary to save his life, but the prosthesis had been a tough adjustment. He was doing better, though.
Thank fuck.
Stepping into the swimming area’s ante hall, Qhuinn sneezed at all the chlorine and stretched his arms over his head. Maybe he’d get in, too—
As he emerged from the second set of doors, he looked at all the still water, the empty benches, the absolute silence in the floor-to-ceiling tiled space.
Hurrying over to the bathrooms, he ripped open the door to the males’ side. “Luchas?”
There were two stalls, and he shoved both their metal panels open. Nothing.
Back out at the pool, he went over to the edge of the water, heart in his throat. But there was nothing at the bottom, no twisted body that had sunk after drowning.
There was a logical explanation for where his brother was. There had to be—
“Shit, you dummy,” he muttered to himself as he went back out into the corridor.
Luchas was welcome anywhere in the mansion’s complex, free to come and go as he pleased, and Qhuinn kept hoping that part of that “coming” would include showing up for First or Last Meal in the dining room up at the big house. He’d offered to come get the male, to save him a seat, even to provide menus in advance if it would help entice him. So far, it was a no-go, but Qhuinn was going to keep making the invitation.
Hard sell, though. Luchas was a loner by nature now, very different from who he’d been before. Still, from a physical standpoint at least, he was getting better every night, and he had every medical advantage from not only the species, but the human side, too. Havers was even available for consults.