For the thousandth time, I wish for my mask back. Its presence would have made facing Harper so much easier.

“Why don’t you want me to come, Blood Shrike?” His voice is low and dark, the way I have never heard it. When I meet his green eyes, they flash with frustration, yes, but something deeper that strums a chord within me.

I step back from him and he shakes his head.

“You are the Blood Shrike,” he says. “And I am sworn to protect you.”

“I’ll assign you somewhere else,” I say, but my words lack anything resembling conviction. We both know I don’t trust anyone as much as him. “I don’t need . . . this.”

“I know what you need, Shrike.” He runs a hand up my arm, so careful despite his anger. “I want you to ask for it.”

I need you to disappear. To never leave. I need to have never met you or felt you. You. You. You. I need you.

“I need you to stay here,” I say. “And keep my sister and the Emperor alive.”

I back up to my door and slip in, then close it in his face. For a long moment I am frozen, staring at it. He’s just there on the other side. Maybe his heart thuds like mine. Maybe his hands shake like mine.

Or perhaps I’ve finally driven him away for good. I know which one I’d prefer. And I hate myself for it.

 

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Ten days later, I enter Antium to find it a broken city. I know it from the sights—the shattered streetlamps and chug of pyre smoke that hovers over everything. I know it from the sound—a horror-struck silence punctuated by the occasional scream. And I know it from the stench. Rot and refuse and burning flesh.

But it is still my city. The Karkauns can befoul the streets but they cannot bring down those massive granite walls. They can rage and kill and torture, but they cannot crush my people.

Quin, Musa, Faris, and I all crouch in the ruins of an old market, silks and pots and satchels scattered as if a tornado ripped through. The moon is bright above us, and I scowl at it. Under normal circumstances, I would never conduct an assassination mission on a night so bright.

But this cannot wait. Grímarr is one of Keris’s strongest allies. He is the monster behind the despair in this city. He must die.

Behind us are the Masks who Harper picked to accompany us. Ilean Equitius is a decade older than me, and cousin to my old friend Tristas, skies rest his soul. Septimus Atrius is from Dex’s Gens, and around Musa’s age. Neither of them so much as twitch at what they see. They both survived the Karkaun siege. They know the cost if we fail tonight.

I do not have to give them orders. We have gone over the plan—along with the backup plans Quin insisted on—a hundred times in the week it took us to trek here.

Deep in the city, a bell tolls twice.

Quin, Ilean, and Musa rise. The old man turns to me. “Fifth bell,” he says, and then the three disappear, leaving Faris, Septimus, and me to wait.

And wait.

What if they can’t clear the guards? What if we were betrayed? We have few sources in the city. Trusting them is a risk. They might have been tortured into giving our plan away. Or Quin, Ilean, and Musa might have been overwhelmed. In my mind, each scenario is worse than the last, until I am clutching the hilt of my scim, knuckles white.

“It’s Quin Veturius, Shrike,” Faris whispers. “That old bastard will outlive us all. Having him at our side is almost like having Elias back again.”

A barn owl hoots from the street beyond the market. The signal. Faris and Septimus follow me out through Antium’s Mercator Quarter and into its red-light district.

Here, the streets offer some of the only signs of life in the city. For all their hatred of “heathens,” the Karkaun swine still want their whores.

Grímarr is no different. Our spy, Madam Heera, who ran one of the finest brothels in Antium, told us as much in her coded missives. In the months that Grímarr’s been in the city, he’s murdered six of her girls.

He kills them slow, in Taius Square. He chooses the nights with a full moon, so everyone can see. One person from each household must attend, or the entire household pays the price.

I grit my teeth at the sounds coming from the brothels and move quickly. The cool night wind muffles our footfalls. Soon enough, we stand across the street from Madam Heera’s. Nothing’s left of the Karkaun guards but a few bloodstains on the cobbles.

The brothel is dimly lit. An upper window hangs open. Within, someone weeps. Underlying the sound is an eerie chanting that can only be the Karkauns.

Faris, Septimus, and I scuttle across the street and make our way to the side of the building, toward a window that should be unlocked.

I wedge my blade beneath the sill and angle up. The window does not budge.

The chanting above intensifies, a low droning that raises the hair on my arms.

“Ik tachk mort fid iniqant fi. Ik tachk mort fid iniqant fi.” Dex never found a translation—though he did share far too much about the Karkauns’ chilling blood rites.

“Break the window,” Faris whispers. “We don’t have a choice, Shrike.”

I nod and wait long moments for the third bell. When it rings out, I wrap my hand in my cloak and punch through the window.

The glass shattering is the loudest sound I have ever heard, even with the bells. I wait for a warning cry, but it does not come. The only sound is that infernal chanting.

When I’m certain no one has heard us, I shimmy through the window and into a dirty room with stains on the walls and a sagging bed.

“Come on—” I hiss at Faris and Septimus, but the window is too small for them.

“Back door,” I whisper. “I’ll unlock it.”

“Shrike,” Faris hisses. “This isn’t the plan.”

But I’m already through the room and in the hallway beyond, slipping along the darkened corridor. I unlock the door Faris and Septimus will use and move past a refuse-strewn staircase.

“Sh-Shrike.”

I jump at the whisper, and scan the darkness to see a figure hunched against the side of the stairwell. Heera. Her hands rest limply on either side, each in a bowl filled with liquid.

Blood for the Karkauns’ rites.

I am at her side instantly. “It’s okay, Heera.” I glance behind me, my nerves screaming a warning. She’s the madam of the house, the woman who can procure their pleasure for them. The Karkauns would not kill her unless they wanted her—or her body—to be a message.

“He knows, Shrike,” Heera whispers. “Grímarr. He knows you’ve come to kill him. He wants you. Your blood. Your bones. He’s—he’s waiting—”